Healed

Prologue

As a kid i was told that a person can only suffer three(3) misfortunes in life and after that God or whoever would have mercy and grace that person with joy at last. Sure it was fun believing in the make belief lie of happiness as a kid.

Yes as children our minds are limited because our knowledge is limited. We spend time fantasizing on things only heard and somehow that seemed enough at the time.

As pre adolescents, things become a little clearer and that once rosy and flowered world we believed in shatters a bit and allows the truth of life slip in. This is what I call the awakening stage.

When adolescence and puberty kicks in we go through certain 'changes' that could either make you or break you later on in the relentless circle that is called social hierarchy. In this stage we have 1) the pre-hell and hell stage.

Middle school, a time to build your social standings before engaging in the suicidal mission that was known as 'high school'. The place where lucifer is its personal gatekeeper and ruler.

To me middle school was hell, yep while some kids had a thousand and something friends and topics (ranging from guys to fashion to well anything) to deal with, i was more than content with tucking myself at a corner with a book to release myself from the madness of the world.

So in order words a nerd. I wasn't popular, heck i didnt want to be well not always anyway. Although i had only one friend, who we both shared a common hatred for all things hierachied i was happy.

Was i bullied? In some ways yeah. Was i unhappy? Ummm yeah but I was also happy. I had my best friend and my sister so hey i was contented.

In life there were 3 important things 1) family 2) friends and 3) love, support and understanding.

To say i wasnt lacking in all those areas would be an utter lie. But we arent moving into that yet.

Where was I? Oh yeah the hell that was middle school. When i thought I was used to it already boom, the once content life i knew was over and was replaced by hell, misery, betrayal,and a strong resolve to never fall prey to the hell that followed high school ever again.

Instead of being the bullied, i'd make sure to be the bully. Queen bee? Please whatever spoilt prep could take it up. I wouldn't be the Queen of fool's and mindless followers. Instead i'd become lucifer in the flesh and break everybody who dares think they stand a chance with or against me.

This was the story that formed my resolve that made me Jeffersons very own devil. That made me crazy and bad that turned me to the bad girl. This is also a story of how I found myself and found what true happiness means. This is a preview to the many more secrets to come. Now decide. Do you come or go?. Choose wisely.

EricsP.O.V
Have you ever heard the expression 'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger'?. Yep they were right except they filtered some words. It may not kill but the memories might.

People often times look at me and immediately conclude i'm the luckiest guy ever. Money? Unimportant. Athleticism? Useless. looks and brains? Can only get you so far.

I might have been born with a diamond spoon but that didn't mean my life was all fun and no break. Money can buy a lot of things but family isn't one of those things.

I grew up with money and no love how lucky am I right? I lived a loveless and lonely life until I met him.

No please i am not gay in any sense. To me he was my saviour. He provided the distraction while i provided the support and like that I lived my life away from the loneliness and found solace in the adrenaline.

For a while I forgot about who i was supposed to be and lived how i wanted. Yep that fool ended up being a really good distraction. The thing about distractions, is that they never seem to last and life has a funny way of pulling us back to the cold reality.

I'll cut it short. Lets just say i never believed in distractions again and that life I wanted well looks like it's too impossible to even consider it.

So I've decided to live life paying back the guy who helped keep my sanity and who helped me discover who I really was.

This is a story of how Mr perfect started out to be not so perfect. This is a preview of the many secrets to come. Are you ready for more?

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Welcome!!

Hey guys... it's me cher again.. Yep well this is like a little sneak to what made them who they are. Now I was very careful in selecting the parts that could ruin the story for you.

Now a quick warning and statement. This book is not cliche because unlike cliches where the GOOD girl falls for the BAD boy, this is a book where the bad girl massively kicks the equally bad boys behind.

And this isn't all romance and giggles. I wrote this book because i felt like it could relate with a lot of people and hopefully help them. The centre theme isn't Love, well it is but it's also about healing,forgiving and learning to trust again.

It's about taking a chance on something you thought you would never find and on people around you and just believing that yeah I will be happy one day

So it may sound sappy but please I hope you enjoy it and please don't forget to like, vote and share.

Thanks ;)