The Next Day——————————
Josh's Pov——
I really do love Simon
But I dont think he believes me
We are in Texas currently on tue way to preston's house
He said he liked me back does he really mean it
Or does he mean in a friendly way
Anyway me harry and behz are gonna apologize
Then harry is gonna show his new girlfriend Katie (imagine they dont know her yet)
I really hope he likes what i planned
I serached stuff about Texas so i hope he likes the places
We are now outside of the condo place about to go in
We walk and head to the elevator which we go to prestons floor
When we deach his floor we head to room
When we got there Ethan knocked and i waited in the back
When emily opened they started crying and hugging and ethan kept saying sorry
To whuch she replied its ol just talk to me
Then harry walked in with katie who he then introduced to them
I was nervous to go im so i walked away and sat down by a wall
When mini came (mini ladd)
"Hey why didnt you came in."he asked
"Im nervous i know theyre gonna hate me im gonna get rejected i love simon idk."
"Hey they will be mad but im sure theyre gonna forgive you plus simon likes you back try."he said
I got up and walked slowly behind him
He walked in and i waited a second them walked in
They were all looking me
Tobi Vik Kay Harry Katie Ethan Emily Craig Preston Rob JJ Seana and Simon
I looked down then back up
"Umm Hello."
"I am nvm im gonna leave."
I rushed out i was to nervous i exited the building
I knew i shouldnt have come
He was probaly having a good life with his good friends
Then i had to ruin everything
Why am i such a fuck up
I ran to the corner and sat there crying in the alley
Why why why i kept hitting my head
"Josh."that voice
"Are you ok."he said
"Uhhhh ya."
"I know your not ok hey look at me cheer up."he said
I looked up at Simon
"Im Sorry i should leave i messed up your life im a big fuck up why am i still alive."
"Dont think that way you are not a fuck up and you didnt ruin my life."he siad
"I love you josh."
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FanfictionDidnt have a good description so i deleted it you should probaly just read the book :)
