Chapter 18

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————-WARNING, THERE IS SOME HEATED STUFF TO COME UP————

Vader puts his arm around my waist, encouraging me to walk. I pause, giving him the death stare. "Now you want physical contact? I am perfectly capable of walking by myself," I tell him. I am irritated, and I will make him know. He then simply lifts his arm and starts to walk. 

We arrive in his old chamber, the really dark one where he supposeably 'works' in. I walk in behind him, for once some sort of light flickers on in the corner, exposing a black couch. I raise my eyebrows, a sit down talk. 

He moves again without word, towards the couch. I follow, swaying my hips. 

He sits down on one end, setting out his hand to pat the couch softly; signaling me to sit. I shake my head, "I'm good thanks."

He lets out another of his famous sighs, "Please sit down (y/n)." Something in his voice actually  makes me want to sit down, even if I'm pissed. There was a hint of sadness in that voice, one that seem genuine for once. 

I sit on the other side, far from him, and suck my teeth. He can start this conversation, he's the one that really needs to apologize. And he does, as if he read my mind. 

"(Y/n), I know that I have been a jerk lat-"

I interrupt him, "Yea I'm not doing this."

"Please (y/n), listen to me, without interrupting."

Finally he is taking some responsibility, not being his normal baby-ish self. 

"As I just said, I have been a jerk lately. I know a simple apology wont do, at least in my mind." He moves his left hand towards mine, which lies on the couch. Sassy as I feel like being today, I move my arm away and place it in my lap. 

"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Most of my life I have been alone, stuck as the leader of his place, a Sith Lord. There were small moments here and there where I really did appreciate everything that has happened." He pauses, "Yet I never really understood what my role really is with you. Maybe we are married, yet we are so distant. Which is all my fault."

I feel his eyes burning into mine. "(Y/n), is there any chance that we can recover what we have lost, heal these wounds somehow?"

I must say, that was a really sweet little speech he gave there. It truely did sound like he meant it.  Even though in still a bit pissed, I cant be mad at him forever. I have always had him on my mind, I do believe that I love him. 

Yet a stupid idea came to my mind. My brain is laughing.

"Take off your helmet," I say with a straight tone, while on this inside my heart is laughing on the floor.

As soon as he does so, exposing his face to me, I literally jump on top of him.

The barely has any time to react before I place my lips onto his plush ones, wrapping my arms around his neck. A few quick second later he realizes what is happening. 

I feel his tongue enter my mouth, at first its soft and gentle, but our hunger for each other grows. It becomes messy and quick, full of lust. His hand begin to travel down my back and under my shirt, at the same time I begin to grab his shoulders and press myself closer to him. After some time we notice that we need to breath, it was a quick breath that we both took before closing ourself again. 

As i sit on his hips, straddling him, I can feel a warm knot forming in my belly. Here we go. Our tongues mingle, noses scaring across each other's checks.

He grabs my waist and flips me under him in a quick motion. The kissing became desire, then lust. We were not going to waste our time. 

I hear him give a small chuckle under his breath, he grabs a handful of my hair, slightly tugging. My hands begin to travel down his body, trying to find a way to undo his clothes. 

Then I realize and pull away, giving him a smirk. 

"You're gonna have to help me with that."

He licks his lips, "Shall we first find a more comfortable place?"

I smile, fixing my hair. 


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So guys what do you think? Ive noticed that there have been less and less readers for this story, but there still are some who are faithful, so I'm still happy.



This is really important! Ive never written smut before, or anything heated like I just did. So I need feedback and want to know if I should write the smut....


Luv you all,

Liliya_Evans_Snape


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