Heartless (Cursed Wolves Series #1)

BEINTE

Truth will always be the truth. You can't hide that, long enough. It will bite you soon, and it was really more than what you think.

"Lana?! Shit! Open this gaddamn door! Bakit ka nag-wawala?!"

I thought everything went out, smooth and clean. I never expected this. I never expected this great domino effect of one small fucking mistake.

"Lana!" hindi ako nagsalita at patuloy lang sa pagbasag at pagsira ng mga gamit na nakikita ko dito sa kwarto ko ngayon.

Why? Why the fuck it turned out like this?!

"Lana!"

"Shut the fuck up!" I growled. Natahimik naman sila Akira at Austin dahil doon. This whole damn thing is driving me insane!

"Lana please.. We want to hear you out—" I slammed the mirror using my fist. Its shattering sound makes my body chill. It's too harmonic.

"Lana please.. We want to know the truth.."

What truth are you seeking? What kind of truth will suffice your curiosity?

I'm a mess now. And it will continue because he found it out.

"Lana—"

"I said fuck off! I'm not in the mood!"

"Lana naman! You're acting base on your emotions again! We want to hear you out! Your reason for hiding the fact that damn Royal Alpha is your—"

"Fuck off!" I slammed my fist on the wall. This is really frustrating. Really frustrating.

Patuloy pa rin sa pagsasalita sina Austin at Akira sa labas ng pintuan ng kwarto ko kaya napagdesisyonan ko na umalis na muna.

I sneaked using the big window in my room. I jumped from fourth floor to the ground then go straight where my yellow camaro was parked.

"Fuck this life.." I started the engine and drove to Julian's. She's the only one I know who can pull this stress in my mind right now.

Ginamit ko ang pinakamahabang ruta papunta sa bahay ni Julian dahil ayokong dumaan sa borderline ng Silver Claws dahil baka makita ko na naman siya doon.

I want to recover my bond with my wolf faster. I want to finish my plans as soon as possible. But fuck this. Paano ko na magagawa iyon kung nalaman na ni Alexus ang sekreto ko?! 

"Gaddamn it!" hinampas ko ang manebela dahil sa inis. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko.

Binilisan ko na ang pagpapatakbo ng manebela. Maya-maya pa ay nakaramdam ako ng parang pitik na sakit sa ulo ko. Hmm. So they're trying to contact me huh?

Napailing na lang ako at hindi ko na muna inintindi ang signal na ibinibigay nila sa akin.

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Mahigit isang oras din ang byinahe ko para lang makarating sa bahay ni Julia. Bumusina ako para malaman nila na may tao.

Si Mara ang bumungad sa akin at nagbukas ng gate. Ibinaba ko naman ang bintana ng kotse para makausap siya.

"Hello, My Queen!"

"Cut the crap, Mara. I'm not in the mood right now, got it? I need to talk to Jules.." I coldly said. She laughed and pointed something.

"She's at the back, My Queen.." tumungo na lang ako at pinasok na ang sasakyan sa loob. Bago ko pa tuluyang maisarado ang bintana ng kotse ko, hindi nakaligtas sa akin ang sinabi niya.