HIM

" somehow i knew you were going to break me"

Finn's pov.

Mom was on another business trip, the next day i didn't go to school. Its not that i didn't want to go, i just didn't want to face him. He left my pail face bruised badly, thank god mom wasnt home she would have beat his ass. I got out from my bed and checked what day it was. Nov. 16 2017. I sighed got up and decided to take a shower. I slid my pajamas off to go into the shower but, got the urge to look at my body. I could see bruises and my skinny body lacking meat, i thought well i guess im going to have to change that. I stood in the shower for what seemed like forever. When i was done i thought about what i was gonna do, anything to get my mind off gray. But everytime i tried to avoid him, his gray eyes were staring into mine. I hated him, but i loved him at the same time. I walked to the record store that had a coffee shop inside it. I got a couple records of the beatles and the misfits. The total came out to $20 but it was so worth it. I got green tea, sat down and read, then drew stupid sketches of, guess who?! Gray! As i was drawing i saw johnny aka grays best friend who liked to push me into my own locker. I grabbed all my stuff in hurry but left one thing, my stupid sketch book. I hid behind the spendtime palace section of records. I suddenly felt someone grab the behind of my neck and banged me on the wall. I was screwed.

"Who are you?" He asked with an eyebrow up.

"Please let me go" i squealed

 "Why does gray talk to you?" Choking me harder.

"Hey let go of him john!" 

I was never happier to see gray, so when i saw him my frown turned into a smiled. he took john off me, brushed me off and whispered into his ear,

"Not here john" he said calmly 

"Why do you talk to him gray? He such a loser dude" john whispered back.

" hey watch it john i swear to god if you say one more thing"

He took my hand and we walked out of the record store with johnny. 

"So you gonna tell me why your hanging out with him?!" Johnny said pushing me.

"Look john, if you tell the others about us im going to tell everyone you got sherry pregnant" gray threatened 

" you didn't answer my fucking question gray"

" he's my fuck boyfriend john" gray yelled out pulling a cigarette out of his pocket. John looked at him in utter disappointment and walked away. Gray looked at me and grabbed my jawline to look at my face.

"Gee, finn im so sorry i did this to you" he sighed in disappointment.

But instead of engaging in his trap i slaped his hand off my face. I loved him snd i could see that he was sorry in his eyes but i couldnt, i couldn't keep getting hurt.

" no! You are not sorry, you say that to me but i know that your going to ripp my heart out and throw it in the trash in front of me ! " i screamed at him with anger. 

"Finn seriously?! I literally just gave everything to you, i told john my biggest secret " he said holding my hand.

"I dont know why im still standing here listening to you gray, i knew you were going to hurt me , i knew tou were!" I said now crying. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into a kiss. I could feel myself falling for him now, how much of an idiot i am. He then broke it off, tears in his eyes handing me my sketch book.

"Fine finn if thats what you want, just know that i love you" he said droping his cigarette to the ground stomping on it.

"So your not going to hit me or yell in my face or knock me unconscious down to the ground!" I yelled as i turned to him. He turned,  tears now falling down his face.

"Is that seriously what you think? You think i do that on pourpose?! Finn i already told you i was sorry and that i loved you what more do you want?"

"I want you to actually mean it gray!"

" go home finn!"

"Fuck you gray!" I shouted as i held my middle finger out.

He looked back at me and started skateboarding home. 

I loved him back, but i couldn't let him.