HIM

"why...?"

Finn's pov.

He looked at my wrist up and down, in shock as he saw the scares. I could see the pain deep in his eyes. He didn't deserve this pain. He didn't deserve all the shock I've given him. I loved him and I didn't like seeing him cry for me. Now that I think of it he never really did cry for me. I looked at my wrist and then back at him.

"Finn...." tears fall from his eyes, as he looked at me. Now  out the door. I couldn't just let him go. I ran out the door making the bell on top of it ring. This seemed to catch his attention as he turned around to see me running.  He opened his arms as he caught me. I shoved my now, bleeding lips into his soft, smooth lips against mine. He tugged at my hair as our tongues brushed against each other. He shoved me off after a few seconds as he wiped his mouth.
"Finn...." He started but stopped as we sat in ice.

"I cant.... I love you...but, I need space.. just to process.." He looked at me with sarrow.
What? Why?  Alot going through my head trying to process everything he  just said.

"Yeah..." I said realizing that I really hurt him.

" Finn. .. you need help." He said as he brushed off the ice.

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I walked home gazing at the stars bright and sad in the darkness. I glanced at the trees and snow along the street. I never got my coffee or tea. I continued to walk my feet dragging as they begin to feel heavy. I feel the leafs and rocks crunching under my feet. I thought back to when Gray beat the shit out of those guys at school or when he told off that guy who wanted me. Gray always seemed to get hurt for me. He was hurt because of me. I loved him.  I finally get the house and open the rather heavy door. I start unlayering the sweaters. I kicked off my shoes as I dragged my body up the stairs.  I flung my phone at the bed, as I fell on the bed sinking onto the sheets. My phone ringing as I ignored it.  I hear two knocks on my door. I looked up to see my aunt Carla standing at the door.

"You can't keep doing this to him finn"

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Aunt Carla and I cuddled like old times as we talked about boys.

"Have you had a crush on anyone else?" She asked laying down on my bed. Now that I thought of it, he was my first guy crush.

"No..I haven't"

KNOCK KNOCK

We looked at each other debating whether or not to open it. Finally I got out of the bed to go open the door, went down the stairs and swung the door open. To reveal the boy I loved.

"I'm so sorry finn" He held roses in his arm and Chinese in the other.

"No gray I'm sorry" I hugged him nearly in tears. He held my chin with his finger and kissed me gently. He held me so gentle as if I were a glass window ready to be broken. He handed me the roses as we walked to the kitchen to set down the food. Gray set up the table as I put the roses in a blue vase. He looked up to smile at me. I smiled back. After eating and talking to aunt  Carla, I washed dishes as gray talked to me.

"I'm saving up my money to take you to therapy and maybe a night at my house?" He said with a wink.

"Therapy?" I looked at him confused.

"To help you finn" He responded with a sad face.

"Okay.. I do like the second one though" I said with a smirk.