The Lies

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All these thoughts up in my head keep me laid up in my bed not really sure what could come next I'm just surprised I ain't dead.
Locked up in my mind for years I've been doing time kinda hard to stay on my grind when my mama thinks I'm lyin.
Lyin on the couch wrapped up in my thoughts all the things I can't say or shouldn't talk about. These nightmares string a long an I don't know what to do, they wreck my whole day yet somehow I make it through. I stay in my silence cause you won't know what to do. Mama I'm sorry for any pain that I have caused you.
I love you all a lot and I'm sure you love me too but y'all gotta back up and let me do just what I do. I got it all handled and I know what to do so for now I promise you that I don't need your help and the efforts you push through. I love you dearest family and I hope y'all love me too.

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