Yugyeom P.O.V
BamBam kept asking me why. I knew the answer already but I couldn't answer it.
I was afraid that he might not be able to see or treat me the same if I answered his questions .
I first thought that I loved Tzuyu because I believed that there would be no way that I would like a boy.
But, as time goes by and if I think deeply , I could see myself falling in love with Bam.
I was pretty sure that Bam would never see me in a romantic way .
And I would never try to make him know my feelings.
Because such things are unacceptable and inappropriate in our society.
I thought it might be the same for BamBam .
That's why I chose to stay under the name called BFF.
But sometimes, I can't help but say things like "I love you , you're so cute . You're precious to me". And at those time ,BamBam always looked at me with some weird eyes. I always ignored it but got hurt everytime whe he looked at me like that.
I chose Tzuyu because I thought she loves BamBam as her brother and would understand even if I spend more time with BamBam than with her. But I am not sure if BamBam loves her as a sister and It stings my heart a lot.
I was debating in my mind when the door bell rang .
Thanks god ! I thought.
YG: I think the pizza delivery has arrived.
BB: Yugyeom! Answer my questions first.
I ignored BamBam for the first time in my life.
When I came back with the pizza, BamBam was looking at me with pissed but also sad expression.
I tried to change the topic with any possible way.
YG: Umm...where are the others? Let's call them. I think this is too big for us.....ha.....ha.....
Oh my god....what an awkward laugh...I thought.
BamBam sighed and said.
BB: All of them left for their schedule and their own plans. I also have to leave within an hour for a variety show.
YG: uh...oh...I see.....umm...let's eat..
I gave BamBam a piece of pizza but he shoved it away.
BB: I have no appetite, now.
YG: Bam.... I..I'm sorry..Ok...I'm just trying to figure out my feelings.
BB: Then you shouldn't have confessed Tzuyu and...and....break my heart...
YG: What?
Break his heart?..Was BamBam saying that he is in love with Tzuyu.
BB: You should think or make yourself clear before you do something relating to your heart and others.
BamBam kept saying things but nothing came into my mind except the word "break my heart"
YG: BamBam, Are you ....perhaps ...in love with Tzuyu.
BB: What? ...No way....I..
Suddenly, BamBam gasped and covered his mouth.
YG: Then , What do you mean by the word that I broke your heart?
My heart was beating so fast with mixed feelings that it gonna explode.
BB: I..I don't know.. what you are talking about.
YG: of course, you do know well ,Bam..tell me...
I held both of BamBam 's arms and shaked him slightly.
YG: pls ...Bam...tell me....
I could see a tear fell down from Bambam 's eye as he closed them and sighed.
BB: Fine....it ...it...was....because....
BamBam stopped his words and looked down.
BB: because I...I am in love with you...not as a friend but in a romantic way......
