BamBam P.O.V
I was looking for something to eat in the kitchen as I became so hungry from crying a lot. Finally ,I found ramen and cooked it.Suddenly , I heard someone unlocked the front door and rushed into our dorm. That person was literally running around the dorm opening every door. So, I went to see who he is.
BB: yugyeom! ..what..
Suddenly, he turned around ,ran to me and hugged me tightly.
My heart went wild at his hug.
YG:are you okay?..
I'm not okay. How can I be okay when someone I love is hugging me so tight?....
I gather my mind and said
BB: umm...yes...
Yugyeom pulled us apart but stilling holding my arms.
YG: why were you crying? ....
BB: what ? No! I wasn't crying ...
YG: Bam ...you can't lie to me... your eyes and nose are all red. It is because you were crying .
BB: umm...welll
I decided not to lie to him cause he already knew.
BB: you're right. I was crying but not anymore. I'm fine now.
Yugyeom's still looking at me worried. I felt sorry for that . So , I tried to change the topic.
BB: umm..so...how's your date with your ...umm...girl...girlfriend?
Oh...I felt bitter and sick at the word girlfriend.
YG: well...it's fine...actually ...it's a little awkward cause it's our first date and I think I didn't have much fun. I was just thinking about you all the time and wishing that you were with me together.
My heart skipped a thousand beats at his words...
YG: oh...I also found a lot of funny and thrilling ride at Lotte world . It'll be really good if two of us can go together and enjoy scary rides....
I was so happy at the thought of him always wanting to spend time together with me.Suddenly, I smelled something burn . Oh...no...my ramen...
I pushed Yugyeom's hands away and rushed to kitchen..
BB: OH MY GOD!!!! IT'S ALL BURNED.
Yugyeom also came to the kitchen and saw my ruined dish and laughed.
I felt so sad and angry because I'm so hungry right now.
BB: what are you laughing at? Are you that happy for my ruined ramen?...
I shouted at him as I became annoyed by his laughter. ...
Yugyeom tried to keep a straight face as he knew that I was getting angry.
YG: no..pfttt...
And failed at keeping straight face.
I frowned and he said.
YG: you look so cute when you're angry.
I could feel my blood run upside down...aishhh...
BB: umm....welll....
YG: haven't you eat anything,yet?..
BB: imm..
YG: Bam, how could you stay without eating anything ?..it's almost twelve p.m ...you're already so slim..you might get stomachache. Asihhh...... let's just order something from nearby restaurant.. .okay?...
I nodded not knowing what to say.
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we both were sitting in our living room waiting for the food delivery to come. Suddenly, a question came up to my mind.
BB: yugyeom,..why do you like Tzuyu?
Yugyeom looked at me and said...
YG: ummm...well...she's beautiful, clever ,good at dancing...and....
everybody wants to be her boyfriend.
BB: that's all?.
YG: yeah..that's all.
I was suprised by his reasons for loving Tzuyu. Does he really love her?
BB: so, do you love her?..
YG: I don't know...
BB: then...why did you confess her...when you were unsure about your feelings?....
YG: ....BamBam...let's not talk about this ,okay? I don't want to dicuss about things like this at this time.
BB: no... Tzuyu is like a younger sister for me . Why would you play with her feelings when you are not sure? ..tell me..
I really looked after Tzuyu as my little sister and became so sad that he's not sure about his feelings and at the same time felt so happy to know that he didn't really love her. I'm such a terrible person.....
YG: well...I thought I loved her because I felt jaelous whenever she came to see you and chat happily with you together, everyday. But ,I'm not so sure now.And I always wanted my girlfriend to be the one who gets along with you so well. Because you're so precious to me and my no.1 VVIP . If my girlfriend is someone who couldn't understand my affection towards you , I might not date her. I thought Tzuyu is perfect for these facts and I heard that getting jaelous is because of being in love. So, I thought I loved her and confessed to her.
So, he was saying that I was the reason why he chose to date with Tzuyu. His feelings were complicated and made me want to explore more.
BB: then how come you become unsure?
YG: I don't know. Don't ask me.. .Bam Bam...and I won't answer even if I know.
BB: WHY?
...........................T.B.C...................
