N A M S E O K | H O P E M O N |
J U N G H O S E O K x K I M
N A M J O O N
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"Yah stop bugging me! Just go away, I don't want to talk to you right now! Just go with Seokjin or somebody else!"
Hoseok shouted right infront of Namjoon's face. Namjoon was simply asking for him and Hoseok to go watch this new adventure movie that was coming out in the cinemas and asking him if Hoseok wants to go to the newly opened cafè shop just near their school
"Ah..I'm sorry for bugging you, hyung. I-I'll leave," Namjoon shooked his head down and forced a smile, while Hoseok gave a small 'tsk' and walked away
But, god, did he regret that.
He regret every single mean thing he have done to Namjoon. He regret those days where he pushed him away, he regrets pushing Namjoon aside when he was there to comfort him. he regrets being mean to him, he regrets hating Namjoon.
He regrets everything.
Because the last time Namjoon bugged Hoseok was also the last time Hoseok saw Namjoon smiling at him with his dimply smile and with his eyes still open.
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"No! N-No! Na-Namjoon! wake up! don't-don't leave me!" Hoseok screamed at the top of his lungs as he gripped Namjoon's white shirt now full of blood.
Namjoon's eyes were half closed as he looked at the older with blurred eyes. He holded Hoseok's hand and squeezed it weakly, when Hoseok looked at him, he smiled weakly, still showing those deep dimples.
"H-hyung...I-I..Lov-" Namjoon whispered, giving one last squeeze on Hoseok's hands before his hands fell to the side of the stretcher, and his half lidded eyes, finally closing.
Hoseok's eyes brimmed with hot tears as he even gripped the bloody white shirt and shooked the younger. He quickly grabbed Namjoon's hands and holded it tightly
"N-Namjoon! You-You ca-can't d-do this to me! Please! Please..wake up..please,"
Hoseok sobbed, as tears started to pour down from his eyes then down to his cheeks. Namjoon's hands were as cold as ice and no matter what Hoseok give to Namjoon to make him warm again, thats not gonna work.
Namjoon's dead. He have to accept it.
"I'm sorry, Joonie. I'm so sorry, I'm so so so sorry. Please, just don't.." he softly said as he sniffed, and continued, " just don't leave me...you're still there, right? please, wake up, for me.." He started to caress Namjoon's cold cheeks, someone holded Hoseok's shoulder and Hoseok turned to look around at the person with puffy eyes
The man - who was the doctor - sighed and looked at Hoseok with sympathy and decided to speak,
"I'm sorry sir, but we're too late. When the ambulance brought him here, he was dead."
"N-No! Thats-Thats not true! You're lying to m-me! H-He's not dead!" Hoseok shouted as tears rushed down to his eyes more and looked at the sickly paled body of Namjoon. His eyes were closed, his lips were still slightly pink.
