Just my thoughts

The promise

My worst fear is loosing you.

But you gave me a promise, and I trust that you'll keep it. You promised me to not die. You promised me you won't leave me, you said you know how it feels to be left behind and that you never wold do that to me.

You promised me to not die, to not commit suicide. It have been close sometimes. But you ensured me that it won't happen, to not be worried, that the last thing you would do was breaking that promise. And i trust you, but at the same time, what would stop you, when your life feels like shit and you feel like dying is the only escape. What will keep you from breaking that promise? Would you stay alive just because you made a promise? I'm not sure. But maybe, maybe I'm so important for you that it would be worth not dying just for me. I don't know. Only time will tell...