Love And Heartbreak (Trey Songz Story)

So Sick

"So where were we," said Calvin as he walks towards me. "Calvin STOP, your engaged remember, remember Cindy that's not me, I'm not her Calvin and I can't keep messing around with you , your gonna get married, and I'm gonna be left there looking like the stupid side chick." "But what if I don't marry her," he said. "Then I'll be nothing more than a home wrecker, I don't want to be the reason y'all split up, if the marriage don't work out then it don't work out, but I don't wanna be the reason." I finally got Calvin to leave. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I need to get my mind off of Calvin.

I got dressed and decided to go to the studio where I ran into Trey. I decided to collaborate with Trey on my new song Motivation. We finished up the song but yet, I was still thinking about Calvin and I'm pretty sure Trey could tell. "Hey, you good?" Trey said. "I know it's wrong but I still think about him even though I know I shouldn't be." "You wanna go get something to eat" "ooooo yea I want Olive Garden" suddenly I started to forget about Calvin food was sounding really good right about now. Trey walked me to his car and drove to Olive Garden.
The waitress came over and took our orders I got chicken Alfredo while Trey got lasagna. After eating Trey took me on a walk at the beach. "Thank you Trey" "for what" "for helping me get my mind off of him" "anything for you." We was walking along the shoreline when Trey pushed me into the water. "TREY my hair, why'd you do that?" Instead of answering me he just jumped in the water right behind me, and started dying laughing like something was funny. "I don't know why you're laughing you about to be taking me to the salon to get my hair done over" "chill girl I just wanted to have some fun" "well you didn't have to throw me in the water," I said as I got out of the water leaving Trey by himself. Trey got out of the water running after me "come you cant stay mad at me for long" "leave me alone Trey." I didn't drive here so I had to go back in the car with Trey, he better be glad he's my best friend. We got back to my house where we finally dried off and got changed. I guess it did feel good to get out of the house and just hang out with Trey all day. My mom is always asking me why me and Trey aren't together since I'm always hanging out with him. Honestly I would date him if it wasn't for all his hoes but he is a good guy, and I don't know how he really feel about me so I'm just gonna keep my feelings to myself. "What you thinking about," he said. I guess I was staring. "Nothing."
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While on my way up to the recording studio I ran into this guy while not paying attention accidentally making him drop all of his paperwork. "OMG I'm so sorry," I said as I helped him pick up all of his work it looked like a bunch of sheet music I handed the rest of his work to him "don't worry about it beautiful," he said showing off his sexy smile, I started to get lost in his facial features. "I'm Derek," he said breaking me from my stare "OH hey nice to meet you I'm Amber." "Nice to meet you Amber" "so what do you do here" "I'm a music producer I've made some of the beats here" "Really! That's amazing" " yea what about you" "I'm just a singer here" "your gonna have to let me here you one day" "yea maybe." Me and Derek went our separate ways. I went up to the studio, Trey was in the recording booth working on the song it sounded good, but it did need a little work "hey how's it going," I said interupting Trey's studio time. "Idk I'm not sure it's good yet" "I don't think it's bad I think you just need to fix the verse, but I'm up next in the booth so I'm gonna need you to get out" "wait hold up, like what, how should I fix it?" "You should go something like this : over and over and over I tried, but dealing with you is like a full time occupation, this can't be love loveeeee" "heyyyy" "got me worrying about you and all your situations, I'm sooo sick" "dang your good can we try this, just help me with it real quick" "Aight" "aight follow me: I'm so sick (I'm so sick of love) I've been giving all of me" "you've been giving none of you," I sang following Trey's lead. "It's feeling like eternity" "somebody tell me what to do ohhhh I'm so sick" "ok ok help me finish this real quick," Trey said cutting me off. "No, and why would I help you anyway" "it sounds good, you want me outta here don't you? Please," "alright play it back"

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"I'm so sick," I said singing the first line. "So sick of loveeeee," Trey sang out, as we switched parts.
"I've been giving all of me"
"You've been giving none of you"
"It's feeling like eternity"
"Somebody tell me what to do oh"
"I'm so sick"
"So sick of love"
"I've been giving all of me"
"You've been giving none of you"
"It's feeling like eternity"
"Somebody tell me what to do ohhh," Trey sang finishing the last of the chorus. At the end we didn't say anything to each other we just stared. Trey leaned in and kissed me and all of a sudden everything just felt right as I kissed him back. "Sorry," Trey said pulling away apologizing. I pulled him back in to kiss me. Somebody cleared there throat making me and Trey pull away from each other. I looked up to see Derek, I guess he had forgot something. "Sorry," Trey and I said together as we walked out going our separate ways.
I went home feeling very confused about that kiss, but then I liked it, I just don't want things to change between me and Trey. Trey texted me:
King😙: did you make it back home safe?? 9:15pm
Queen😍: yea I made it, but can we talk. 9:15pm
Queen😍: about that kiss. 9:16pm
King😙: yea open the door I'm outside. 9:17pm
I opened the door letting Trey in. Before I could say anything Trey had me up against the wall as he kissed me coming in the house. "Trey what does this mean," I said pulling away from the kiss. "I like you, ever since that kiss, I can't seem to think straight I sat at home thinking for awhile before I finally decided to come see you" "Trey I like you too I always have liked you, but I don't want things between us to be awkward, that kiss wasn't suppose to happen" "things between us don't have to change or be awkward why can't we just be together Amber?" "we're best friends Trey if we date and then something goes wrong in the relationship because of your reputation, I don't want our friendship to change but it will" "what you mean my reputation" "your a sex symbol in this industry Trey women are constantly throwing themselves at you and I don't wanna be a part of that" "I don't want none of these other females out here I'm just tryna find real love out here in this world somebody that ain't just with me for the fame, Amber I've known you since before the fame your the only person that I've never lied to, I feel like I can be myself around you I don't have to be Trey Songz to get your attention I can just be myself, and I like that" "I just don't wanna be hurt I've been through enough love and heartbreak already" "can we just try it out, and if it don't work out we can just go back to being what we were, but I don't wanna move on from this feeling regret wishing I would have at least tried to be in this relationship. I'm willing to try this if you are. I want you." "Ok I'll be with you." Trey pulled me back in to him kissing me as he laid me down on the couch. Trey and I stopped before things got too far. We just laid there and watched Netflix until we both fell asleep.
The next day I woke up next to Trey on the couch it was cold in the room, yet it felt so warm laying next to him. I haven't felt this good in a long time, I just don't want it to end.