The Love Book

Chapter 10

Happy Day Of Being Alive! ^.^

I'm not to proud of this chapter >.< it's just a little filler.

Chapter 10

"Open the god damn door Aiden!" I screamed.

I have been sitting outside of this idiots house for about twenty minutes, trying to get him to open up. I know he was here, the lights were on in his house and his car was parking on the driveway. He can't hide forever. Especially from me.

I banged my bruised fists on the door again. For the last damned time. If he didn't want to talk, then fine. Looking at his house was a waste of my eyes.

"Aiden stop being a little bi-"

"Will you shut the hell up?"

My fists landed down at my sides and I stared at the boy in front of me. His hair was messy, and his shirt was crumpled and had a fresh stain. He smelled like beer and chips. I frowned when he threw a cigarette behind me and reached out his foot to stomp it out. I didn't know he smoked. I thought he hated it.

"Aiden, we need to talk," I said. My big girl panties melted away when he looked back at me and dragged me inside. He kicked the door closed, and practically threw me on the couch.

"Christ, what the hell is your problem?" I asked. He was totally out if it.

I looked on the carpeted floor and saw tons of empty beer and alcohol bottles on the ground. He was drunk.

"What's my problem? You wanna know what my problem is Brielle? You. You are my problem," he ranted. I flinched when he spit out my name.

I considered leaving, but the way his gaze locked with mine, I wasn't going anywhere.

"I thought you liked me Bri. I really thought you did. What's wrong with me? Is there something on my face? Something I can't see? A flaw? I have tons of those. I just thought someone actually was able to see through each and everyone of my flaws. Am I not good enough for you? Well I'm sorry for not being a good enough kisser. I didn't know you had a boyfriend..." He yelled. Aiden's words actually hurt me.

They stabbed me.

Deep.

Deep.

Deep down inside.

"I didn't mean for everything to happen so fast Aiden! Just stop yelling at me."

Aiden was still breathing heavily when I looked up at him. Honestly. He looked like a god damned monster.

His eyes were red to top off the evil look he wore.

"Yes Brielle, everything I do is so wrong, so fucking wrong. Tell me, who was that young lad in your house? I would really like to know."

I shifted my gaze back to the bottles and cans scattered on the ground. I looked at everything but him. The carpet, his couch, his kitchen...

"He's just a friend. It's none of your business anyways. Why would you care?" I scolded him. I don't know why we were having this conversation, I just wanted to here why he ditched me. It may not seem like a big deal because it's just a date, but to me it was a big deal.

Aiden magically became totally sober, I could tell by how focused his eyes became when he looked at me.

"He didn't look like a friend."

I glared at him, "Well he's my friend, not yours."

"Brielle," He said, his voice was soft and barely came out as a whisper. I was already half-way to the door, I spun around to face him.

I turned the knob, wishing that he would just shut up so we could be cool again.

"Be my girlfriend."

The world stopped around me. The lights weren't as bright, but it felt like I was under a million spotlights. My ears were clogged, like I had water in them. I couldn't even think straight.

How sudden.

What did he expect me to say? "Oh of course Aiden, and while we are at it, let's make little unicorn babies and have a pet butterfly!"

No.

I looked up into his pleading eyes. He was nervous. Very nervous. "What?"

Aiden rolled his eyes and took three long strides so he stood right in front of me. I shivered when he grabbed my hands and held them on his chest.

"Be. My. Girlfriend."

"Aiden I-"

"Dammit Brielle! Do you feel that? My heart? It beats like crazy when you're here. Believe me, it does. I lo- like you. I like you a lot. Just tell me you feel the same way. You and me, we could be so good," Aiden practically begged.

My body froze and MY heart started beating like crazy when he lowered his head and kissed my neck, leaving little fires on each spot. I bit back a moan when he pulled me closer and started kissing my chin, then my cheek. His lips hovered over mine and slightly brushed against them before I pushed him away.

"I can't," I said, my voice broke. I really wanted to.

Aiden's face fell and I nearly died. He was so sad, so hurt.

"Why not?"

I sighed, "I barely know you."

Bullshit.

And with that I opened the door, stepped outside into the inviting air and took a deep breathe before I ran to my car.

When I got inside I shoved in the keys and pulled out of the drive.

Yes I was being a coward, I know, tell me about it. I could've gotten to know him, I could've went out on a date or two, and I could've said yes, but I didn't. Something about it was so...wrong. It made me feel horrible on the inside and out. I ached for his kisses.

Without a second thought, my hands touched and felt the spots he had kissed, they stopped at my lips.

Step 10

So you officially have a side bitch? Who is it? Oh, you say your not sure? Well I'm sorry to say that that might be a problem. But don't worry, problems are made for fixing, right? Of course! And the only way to solve this problem is to PICK. A. SIDE.