The Love Book

Chapter 12

^.^ hey you. I'm not very pleased with this chapter because it was rushed so yeah.

Chapter 12

"Brielle, just be with me."

The minute those five words dripped out of his mouth, my whole body froze. This was the second time he had asked me. But this time, it was really sincere. This time he meant it with every fibre in his body.

I thought about Ryan, and what he would say. What would he say? He'd probably hate me and never want to speak to me again. He'd probably think I'm just some bloodthirsty slut.

Am I? I probably am.

I closed my mouth for a second, but opened it up again to speak.

"I-"

Aiden closed the space between us and kissed me. Full on the lips. Germs and all.

I just stood there while he kept kissing my lips. What was I supposed to do? Fuck his face?

He kissed me harder, urging a response of some sort to come out of me. But I was just in too much shock. He pulled away for a second to look at me with pleading eyes, and I melted. His face was just so sincere and desperate. I couldn't possibly resist his good looks and charm.

Aiden's hands gripped my back and pushed me closer against...him.

I kissed him back. And truthfully, he was a better kisser than Ryan. I felt him smile a boyish smile against me, before his tongue grazed my bottom lip. I never really understood why boys did that when they kissed, but now I totally understand.

I moaned, yes, I moaned. It was that hot. I felt him smirk his stupid smirk against my lips, and I restrained myself from doing anything stupid.

I don't know how we started having sex with our mouths, in public. It just sort of happened. But now the kiss was far from sweet and romantic. Why you ask? Because now Aiden was full on gripping my ass.

I opened my mouth wider and let his tongue explore it. His hands roamed around my body and I let out another moan. From pleasure of course.

Aiden made another foolish attempt of pulling me closer, but this time I lost my balance and stumbled forward. Aiden fell back, with me on top of him. And of course, we landed on his unfinished painting.

"Oh shit, I ruined your painting." I told him. I quickly tried to get up off of him but his hands skillfully gripped my waist.

"Its perfect, now I'll never be able to forget this moment with you." He said.

A smile crept onto my face and I leaned back down to kiss him.

I didn't think about the disapproving parents, or the confused little children. Hell, I didn't even care about Ryan right now. I was too busy enjoying what I've been missing out on.

"Ahem." A voice came from behind.

At first I thought it was some mom or something, but I instantly recognized that ahem.

I quickly pulled away from Aiden and stood up, brushing off my clothes in the process. I guiltily raised my eyes to meet his.

"Hey Ryan."

At the mention of another boys name, Aiden hopped up from the grass and snaked an arm around me waist. I held in a sigh. Sometimes Aiden could be really possessive.

"H-hey Bri, you just, um...you forgot to get your jacket. So I uh, went out looking for you. Here." Ryan stuttered.

I blinked a couple of times. Was Ryan intimidated? Or was he just so furious?

I awkwardly reached out for my oversized coat and clasped my hand around it. When I pulled it to my chest, Ryan lurched forward. He obviously hadn't let go of the coat.

Aiden cleared his throat and whispered in my ear, but purposely said it loud enough for Ryan to hear,"I'm gonna go clean up, babe."

I gently pushed Aiden behind me with an awkward chuckle and didn't bother to watch him leave.

"Why did you lie to me?"

I looked up at Ryan and nearly gasped.

"I didn't lie to you."

He nodded furiously,"Yes, you did. I asked you if you were single. You said yes. I kissed you not only a day ago," he snapped.

I groaned. He was right. He did ask me, and kiss me, and nearly undress me. Not that I was complaining though.

Maybe if I hadn't been so dumb, I would've chosen in the beginning.

"I'm sorry."

Ryan just shook his head,"No you're not. You're just saying that because you can't come up with something better to say. You could've just told me that you didn't like me, instead of leading me on like that. I didn't know you were that kind of girl."

And before I had the chance to actually think of what to say, he stormed off without looking back.

"Fuck my life. Just fucking fuck it." I muttered under my breath and kicked a stick behind me.

"Babe? Are you alright?" Aiden's voice came from behind. That one damned word just made me lose it.

I whipped around to face him.

"I'm not your babe, don't call me that."

He frowned and shoved his hands into his pockets. He had picked up the canvas and put the paint and brushed into a large tote.

I stared at the painting that we had ruined and bit back a smile. The silhouette he was painting was a girl, and judging by the way the hair was styled, I knew it was me.

But I was hidden behind rainbow colored splotches of paint. I hope he wasn't mad about it.

Wait. What am I saying? I hope he's furious. He embarrassed me in front of my b-Ryan. Yeah he embarrassed me in front of Ryan.

"But we kisse-" Aiden started.

I glared at him.

"Yes, and it was a mistake."

I hadn't meant for the words to come out as harsh. Hell, I hadn't even meant for this conversation to begin.

Aiden looked hurt. Like really hurt.

"Oh gosh, I'm sorry, but I'm just not ready for this yet obviously. Just, give me some time to think about...us." I assured. But this time Aiden also shook his head.

He crossed his arms and turned away from me. Probably to take a deep breath.

"It's that kid isn't it? What's his name, Ryan? You'd rather be with him. It's okay. I understand. Go to him." Aiden snapped.

I reached out to grab his shoulder, but he kept walking, paint supplies in hand. But the painting he had already thrown in the trash. I know what you're thinking,"Oh my gosh that was so fast."

But we were actually right next to the garbage. I almost cried when he threw it away. It was truly beautiful. I don't know why he couldn't see what I saw.

"No Aiden, it's not like that. I just need time to settle down." I murmured. But he still heard me.

Aiden raised a thumbs up and kept walking to his car without turning to look at me.

"Whatever."

I sighed in frustration.

Step 12

Yeah yeah. No need to tell me what happened. I already know. You fucked up didn't you. Only choose ONE guy! This is why we can't have nice things. You had one job. One fucking job. Okay, sorry about the rudeness. But there is always a solution to your stupid problems. What is that solution you ask? Just talk it out. No matter how difficult it may be, words can probably heal. That's a quote right? No? Well it's my quote now.