Miles Lennox - It's complicated

Keaton?

Mile's POV
I've been thinking about Keaton. It's so hard now with my disease and stuff maybe I should just be homeschooled. Plus after I get a donor I'm going to be in surgery and then everything will be a wreck. Some days are good and some days are bad but I don't know really how to get through the bad day. I had decided to tell Mr. Parks during breakfast that I wasn't feeling well because I really wasn't but that I also am thinking about dripping out of Keaton. But then I thought 'what if the only reason I get to stay here is because he cares for me like a student but if I'm not his student he can't, I got so worried and I felt really anxious. I had had an anxiety attack before when i found out I had a nkidney disease. I don't have anxiety problems or anything but if you got news like that how would you react? (Please answer in the comments) When I walked to the kitchen there was Mr. Parks waiting for me. "Good morning Miles. I have a meeting today so there will be a sub. She doesn't know about your um... Disease but you've been okay this week. I have to go to the pharmacy later to pick up your medicine because you ran out." "But Mr. Parks I-" "get to school you'll be late." I grabbed my backpack and walked out. When it was time for Mr. Parks class I sat next to Jax like usual. The lack of medicine made me feel a little better but also a little worse throughout the day. Right now I was feeling really nauseous. I raised my hand and asked: "Mrs. Mafes? May I use the bathroom?" "No sir. I know what you teens do." I absolutely hate it when subs say that. "But i'm feeling nauseous." "But you just said you had to use the bathroom." "I know. I was just going to go there in case I throw up and then come back in like 5 minutes." I said but she wouldn't budge I just sat in class hoping I wouldn't puke my guts out. When class was over I was really feeling bad. I ran to the bathroom with Jax on my heels. I walked in and slammed the stall door behind me. I almost missed the toilet. It burned my throat and my eyes. Great week I thought. Even with the medicine I knew this would have happened. I was warned that if this happened more than once a week my kidneys were worse. This had already happened 2 hours ago too. This was a VERY bad day.