Lovers.

Ellie.

Partner: Tia Ainsley

How did you meet Tia

Some party, I don't really remember much, she was sitting off in the corner and I remember thinking, 'Holy shit, that is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life'.
We started talking at some point during the night and found out she lived at that cabin, hey I lived there too maybe we'd see each other, she smiled and said that'd be great.

How'd you two get together?

I have this jacket. it was my moms, I don't really let anyone else even touch it. Tia grabbed it one day thinking it was hers and put it on, you could hear the room go quiet, Tia realizes her mistake and says sorry and that she can take it off.

I just said 'Nah, keep it on, you look cute'.

We talked later that night about it, we kissed and I took her on a date to get ice cream on my motorbike.

What does Tia mean for you?

She makes me feel real.

Based on my past, I've done some pretty stupid shit to feel real, hurt and abused my body just to be like "yeah that feels real, we're good".

But Tia...she just...makes my heart almost stop even from looking at her, she's beautiful.

I just love laying on her stomach while she plays with my hair.

She makes me feel loved, whole, like I'm not just made up or unwanted.

I'd do anything for her.