Everyday | pjm

D-5

He came.

He came.

"Annyeong, Seowon-ah!" He wave his hand at me while taking his seat, infront of me. I smiled at him.

He must've like her alot.

"Hey! You came," i fake smiled. I don't know, I felt disappointed. I know i should'nt be like this but my heart sank.

"Yeah.. you asked me to? How can i resist when its you?" He said, placing his coat next to his seat. I laughed.

Good joke.

"Lets order." He said and i nodded. We ordered ourselves spaghetti carbonara and carrot juice. I laughed at the fact that he ordered just as same as mine, after he knew what i ordered. He's cute istg.

"Why are you copying me? You know you can eat whatever you want, right?" I asked, laughing.

He raised his shoulder, signing that he don't know either. I shook my head.

"So, you liked Miss Kang, right?" I really curious about this since he does'nt reply that day. Yeah, i left him.

"What?" He scoffed. "What makes you think i like her?" he asked, resting his back at the chair and crossed his arm on his chest. He looks like a prince now.

Oh god. What tf am i talking about?

"Well, firstly, you literally does'nt talk to her much. And secondly, you shocked when i mention her name that day and thirdly, you literally here when i asked you to come?" I explained, giving proof at his question.

"That—" Jimin was about to say something when the waitress came and brought our food and drinks.

We don't talk much by the time we were eating. The spaghetti was good but i don't really feel like eating. We were at our own thoughts.

I was about to get up to pay at the counter when Jimin suddenly stopped me. "I'll pay," he said, as he walked past me to the cashier.

I should be me who pay! What is he doing?

I followed him until we were outside the restaurant. "How are you going to go home?" he asked.

"By bus, of course." I replied.

He frowned. "No! Its dangerous. I'll take you home," he said, gripping my hands.

"No!" I pushed his hand. He looked at me, shocked and confused. I myself, shocked and confused too, with my sudden actions.

"I-i'm sorry.." he stuttered.

I took a step back from him. This is wrong. I should'nt do this.

"You're such a coward." I said. He looked at me, into my eyes, shocked. "What?"

"You should'nt do this! If you like Miss Kang, then confess to her! Don't do this to me! Don't confuse me with your kindness, please. The reason i asked you to come here is that i wanted to tell you about Miss Kang. But you turn it to be like this. You are confusing me. I just—"

I froze.

He hugged me. I don't know what to do and i don't know what i should do.

What should i do?

Do i hug him back or do i stood there, doing nothing?

"Seowon-ah." his hoarse voice, made my body chilled.

"I don't like her," he stated.

"I don't have any feelings for her and i don't have intention to. I know my reason of visiting your workplace is somewhat childish. I know i've been really a bad person, making you feel this way. I am sorry. But Seowon-ah," he stopped. He release his hug and looked at me.

And for the first time, we were making eye contact.

"I have never been like this in my life. I felt suffocated if i did'nt see you a day. I miss you even though you are infront of me. I hate it when you talked to other male patients, like you talk to me. I don't know how to say this but," he smiles at me.

"..you are special to me,"