Sleepless- Nightmare Or Dreams

The Stare

A/N

Okay memories or dreams will be quoted in 'this quotation marks' and Italics. Hope you all read.. And like it..

'"Feels like I am in the midst of nowhere.. Sometimes so close and the other moment so far.. From what?? You know myself.. Sounds funny.. I know.. But what should I say it has never been like this way before. Feels like yesterday I was planned and perfect about everything... My actions, my thoughts, my views; but now I wonder whether they were mine..." *Thump* "Someone is approaching pretend you are sleeping" I don't
understand what is happening whom am I talking to. Who are you?? "Help!!" Is he shouting?? What happened?? It's to dark to se what is there.. Who is there?? I can only see those eyes shining bright in the dark.. Those blue eyes.. I need to save him. I will save him.'.

"Hermione...... Hermione!! Get up!!" What what is happening.. Oh my God! "Ummm" "Get up will you?? You scared me Hermione!!" The darkness was gone and I woke in my own room with Parvati, who was frantically trying to wake me up.. "What happened? I scared you?How??"I was really puzzled not only by waking up from a bizzare dream where I was trying to save someone I don't even know but also by the look on Parvati's face. It seemed that I.have grown another head. Well I can say her facial expression looked like that because these were the same expression she had when Neville had three eyes due to spell error. "What happened?" I asked " You were shouting that you wanted to help someone and you got all restless.. and.... and.. you looked all horrified..Hermione" " Oh! They're just dreams. Nothing much.." I wasn't sure my tone was as convincing as I wanted it to be.. But what could I do.. First day well not first really seventh years came in early the others will arrive today so pre-first day and I scared my roommate. "It did not sound like dream.. It was more like a nightmare.." Parvati said.. I assured her that it's perfectly fine. We got down and I knew that everyone was super bored but Professors needed help and we being the seniors were ready..

Well some sixth years were also there and the most strange thing that happened was Slytherins were ready to help.. Oh nothing like after the war they had a change of mind they yet think they are the best it's just that they have become more friendly.. Oh who.am i kidding they have become more approachable.. So we all gathered in the common room and then moved to the great hall. "You really want to do this? We don't need to you know.." " Ronald I am not interested in talking about this again." I huffed.. Everyone knew that my friends were not at all interested in completing their studies and we would get a job any where we want. But I really wanted to complete my studies andI told them that if they want I would do it by myself. But with the past events Harry really was not inclined to the idea of letting me do this alone. So both of them tagged along. And with theses thoughts I entered The Great Hall..

Well it was sort of the same after the repairing work. We all started talking when something wierd happened.First I thought I imagined it but it was true. He was staring. It's not the first time. He did stare at me even during the trials. At first I thought he was staring because I, rather we supported him during the trial. Maybe he was confussed.

But then it happened again in Diagon alley when we were buying books. First I really thought he was stocking us. But no that is not

possible.

Then why is he staring? And why me?? Am I just imagining things.. He has not spoken a word. Did not even insult me, well that's a good thing because I saved him. But why does he stare. And there is something really wierd about the stare, that feeling which comes when he stares. That feeling that his eyes convey when he stares. Well his eyes don't

convey much. It's just that there is this feeling for a moment and when I spot it, it's gone.. But yet it's different..

It's not revenge.. Or anger.. Or frustation.

It's hurt..

Maybe sorrow..

But the feeling I once felt and I am not quite well sure about. I feel when he stared at me it was... there were longing in his eyes..

Am I nuts. Draco Malfoy and longing for me.

Actually I am.. I feel he was staring at me, no he wouldn't..

Would he??