“Ah god Renji stop.” Panting between each word. Renji growled while kissing me again while setting my feet back on the floor, and walking out his bedroom door. I slide down the wall and put my head against my knees replaying what just happened and how good it felt. Shit! I’m a virgin and yet I’ve done this type of thing before and been able to stop it easily, but it was so hard to tell Renji to stop. I’ve never felt like I do right now, empty without him. I got up and walked out and into the kitchen where he was sitting at the table. I grabbed my cup of tea and went to the guest bedroom without saying a word or looking at his like he was mine. “SHIT! ASH WE GOTTA GO RIGHT NOW OR WERE GONNA BE LATE TO THE MEETING.” Renji was yelling from the kitchen. When I didn’t reply Renji knocked on the door. “Go away. Tell my grandfather that I don’t feel good and I didn’t wanna chance it.” I mumbled in the pillow I was laying on. Poking his head in the room and walking over to the side of the bed where he sat down Renji spoke softly to me ,“Ash. Come on you especially need to be there. I’m sorry about earlier if I went to far.” His eyes were soft and warm. Reaching up I cupped his cheek and giggled. He looked so defenseless and cute. Speaking sternly, “I still don’t wanna go.” His expression changed to exhausted and aggravated along with his voice. “Why do you insist on being so difficult?” I caught a low growl in his voice and ignored it. There was a slow rhythmic knock on the front door. Renji looked from me to the hallway and back, “Don’t go anywhere.” spoken like I was an enemy. “Didn’t plan on it.” I mumbled into the pillow again. A few minutes ticked by and I started to doze off.
A female’s voice broke into my sleep. “Wake up! Hey! GET UP!!! God you're such a lazy child. I’ll just go get your GrandFATHER.” Fear clenched my heart. FATHER!?!? NO. WHY IS HE HERE? I flung myself out of the bed and straight into Rangiku’s arms. “No please don’t get my daddy! He’ll hit me and cut me. I’ll do anything just don’t tell my dad I fell asleep!” Tears were streaming down my face and my heart was racing. “Oh god! Were you having another bad dream? It’s ok you're daddy's not here hunny. We won’t let him hurt you.” Rangiku was squeezing me and stroking my hair. “You said you were gonna tell my father.” I sobbed. “No sweetie I said I was going to get your grandfather. It’s ok.” Still squeezing me she spoke softly. It’s become exceptionally rare for me to cry.
I got cleaned up and walked into the kitchen where I was greeted with stares from people who were in the meeting earlier. Oh good I look like shit and we have company. “What are you looking at freak?” I spoke to the idiotic cyborg captain. His reply was a snide smile and a scoff. Oh god that pissed me off right then and there. “You know what? I wanna blow you up into little pieces and put your remains where they belong. Do you know where they belong FREAK?! In a scrap yard along with all the other junk in this world!” I finished with a smile as his face fell into a scowl and he looked at my grandfather. “Oh yeah look at him. Why don’t you fight back? Oh I know!!”, I raised my hand and started to jump up and down as if to mock a child's excitement, “Your a pussy willow. A tree thats easy to cut down. And now that I’ve gotten that ugly ass smirk off your face I think we should start this ridiculous meeting if my grandfather would so kindly do.” Now I was the one smirking.
“Very well. AshBurn stand in the corner and don’t make another sound unless you're asked to. Now lets get on with it.” Grandfather was smirking. “Whatever, I’m gonna make me some tea. And if you ask me for some I spit in it all and give it to you.” Haha suck on that one grandpa. “Renji. After she’s done making her tea would you kindly make all of us some?” My grandfather spoke with annoyance in his tone. “Sure.” Renji replied. I made my tea and found a comfy corner and stood in it while I listened to everyone make strategies but I was so side tracked I wasn’t paying attention to their words.
