Walked Away...Sort of...

Chapter 6

Hello lovelies like I said before my birthday was awsome (not trying to bragg) but..... (yes got it from so random; don't judge people) my family and friends were the best except for this girl who I  was gonna smack so hard that .....(juss forget it). Well  it was really fun but I terriably missed my bestie Love_nasimaa but no biggie Im better now. So anyway enough talking about me how was your week? mmmhhhmmmm yup....ok.....ohhhh.. (If you are really talking Im sorry I cant hear you but if you want to tell me what happened or if you need help or advice don't be a stranger..just pm me. I will always answer. Beacuase I am a helpful person. Well anyway enough of all my blah blah blah. I bet you guys are so eager to find out about whos secret Kai told andn to who right? Well Im guessing so... so its going to be reavealed later on. Right now I have a surprise in this chapter. So bye get to reading!!! Oh wait happy early, belated or happy birthday today and good morning/afternoon/evening/or night to everyone!! <3

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Chapter 6

I got home and I didn't like my "home" but it was safer than being in school right now. Oh my god I never expected the day that I would say this but I guess this had to come sooner or later and right now seemed like a perfect time.

I didn't know if they were home yet so I tiptoed from the orange stained door with "A lovely Home" in-graved on it and passed the wall leading towards the living room but I didn't hear anyone or even a sound to be exact. Are they here? Why are they hiding? I wanted to know if they were home but that would be a mistake I thought for a while. But still nothing..... if they were here they wouldv'e heard my engine roar from my car when I parked it and would call me. But I heard nothing, a beautiful sound was in the house and it surrounded the house....silence. What a wonderful sound that I haven't heard in so long.Is this true though? Am I hallucinating? What if this is a dream?I have to pinch myself.  So I did....Nothing, I am awake; thank god. This was real? Oh my god, oh my god,oh my god, is all I could say. 

So when I decided to stop being such an idiot and hype I walked into the living room and looked around to see if I could find a clue to where they went or if they were upstairs. So I ran up the green and orange stripped stairs and looked everywhere (yes this included the bathroom I really don't care if I found one of them on the toilet or in the shower, it wouldn't make a difference to me, it didn't change how they looked to me, as mean, nasty, cold-hearted humans.) Yes they were that mean and sometimes would beat me like they were trying to kill me. But anywayz,that didn't stop me from living but it did stop me from being well....me and trusting. Ok... enough of the sad stories they aren't here to hurt me right now and I should be happy not all flashbacky. 

Now where was I again....oh yeah..I was walking back downstairs and went to the other bathroom, the garage and the kitchen. Still no one was there and you know that was fine with me. So as I sat down to get a cup of water yes "my" house was that big that it would make you take a break. But it wasn't the largest house in Widow-brook. This house was the youngest and had a swimming pool, a beautiful garden and the flowers that we had covered the house like a blanket while the cattalya's in the front complemented the house even more with the black gates painted over with red circles (as a design). The other houses were breathtaking but they were aligned as in a maze form. And although I lived here for about 10 years I sometimes get lost here too. Hey, if a hundred houses are arranged in a maze where you lived you wouldn't get lost too?.. No No No I know you would too.... don't lie now! 

So enough of the talking back Mr/Ms... I really need to find out where they are. So as I was putting my cup into the sink I saw a paper dancing in the breeze by the window. I looked at it for a while before I FINALLY took it from under the flower pot. Half of the paper was stained with some of the wet soil particles but I tried my best not to rip the paper since it was wet...duh! I opened it and read:

Dear, ass

Cattalya Me and my husband are going to take trip for a week or even longer so we can get away from your dramatic sh*t. You are really a pain in the ass and we can't stand seeing you act like a stupid little brat. Hope you clean this house and let no one in. And I swear if I find out that anyone I mean anyone was in my house yes "MY" house not your, not your parents, MINE. I will drag you by your hair in the street and make your uncle wip your ass so hard you will start bleeding and you will clean that mess up.  And huh why I'm I even concerned ?You have no friends you friendless b*tch. Well get to work my disguting darling I mean animal.                    hate you, Aunt Lucy

(you know what dont even call me auntie or aunt your a disgrace to all your family ohh wait you got none)

See, you didn't believe me?Now you have your proof. She is the meanest woman alive. I hate her ( I usually don't say hate but you know what screw that she deserves to be called mean and to be hated she is nastier than the girls in my high school. No I don't know how that is possible but it is. At least those girls stop when they see that you are not affected by their words but this lady...she won't stop. She will strip you from your pride from your emotions she will crush you.) She will rip you to shreds and if that's not enough mentally she makes "HIM" do all the heavy lifting for her. They beat you till you can't breath. Till the life is being sucked out of you. Till you pass out and they leave you on the floor since they don't want to go to the hospital because they know she will go to jail. 

I knew she meant every single word she wrote on the page but I still crumbled it and tossed it in the garbage and felt like most of the weight on me just lifted off me and I shrugged it off me. The pain she inflicted on me was for no reason. But was it? Why did every time she saw me her eyes would fill with joy but then turn into hatred? I didn't do anything to her? I didn't remaine her of anyone? Do I? I hope not because that person would have been great to her and then turned their back on her so she took it out on me. And I know its not my parents because they died... a long time ago...when I was 6 years old. And they got stuck with me....Why? They couldv'e just put me in an orphanage for all the pain I had gone through. In the orphanage I'm pretty sure they wouldn't have hurt me as much as they had. Sometimes I wish they would just kill me already.

Hey, they already had horrified me with their animal behavior, matter of fact not even animals act this cruel. The can kill each other but that's to survive this lady didn't need to survive shes already 56 and all she needs is to sign off a death letter and she's good to go. What she needs to live for? World War 3 . I don't think so. And the animals would at least keep the other animal from suffering ;they would kill them right there and then. Why couldn't she already get rid of me or kill me. Its not like she cares anyway and she doesn't love me so she could just stop all the bullsh*t and get right down to it. All this suffering is going to kill me anyway she should just help me this time. To do something she has been dying to do since two months after I got here;kill me!

But I want to live at the sametime and it is hard to live and die at the same time. So I could die for her in her heart but I will live my life. I will leave her die alone with her animal disiguesed as her  "Husband". Aghhhhhggghhh I wished just died. I hate them sooooooo much. But there was also something else on my mind. Why did drake say "I'll force you,just like you like it"? And then after a couple of mintues *cough cough* it hit me..... No Kai couldn't have, I trusted him,....no this is not true.