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"It's already half past ten, why are we here?" Reluctantly she followed his footsteps inside the silent mausoleum, the visiting time ended way past hours ago but he's a KIM for a reason so the guards let them entered the building freely at that time of the day.

They passed by many kind of jars of different colors and designs, some have fresh flowers beside them and lighted candles too, they turned at the leftmost block and before she lifted her eyesight, she bumped at his back that got her stumbled a little.

"We're here" he was so serious looking at the photo of a woman beside the white marble urn.

"Jinjja?" she read the name of the woman and told herself that probably that was Jin's mother.

"Mom, I want you to finally meet the only girl who captured my heart" he held her both shoulders and led her to walk closer in the picture. "Meet my wife, Yndi Kim" he moved on her back hugging her waist and leaned forward resting his chin on the croak of her neck.

"Annyeong haseo, it's nice to meet you eomonie" she bowed "I'm the only girl who captured his heart because mostly he capture boys more than I have!" She giggled and laughed that made him hissed biting her ear a little.

"Yah, we are in front of your mother" she slapped the side of his face softly and pinched his nose, the pinkish blush tint ran from her neck up to her face.

"Eomma, she's hurting me help!" He played a hurting expression untangled his self from her and gripped on his chest.

"But I deserve this mom, we've lost your grandson because of me and I can't forgive myself for that" for the first time she saw his face darkened and his quivering lips soon turned into an upside down unhappy curve, for the first time she saw him hurt and cried that got her sorry for everything she said before.

"I'm sorry Seokjin'ah, I know how it feels and sorry for ignoring your feelings" she hugged him rubbing his back while he cried on her shoulders, his heart wrenching sob echoed through out the empty hall that made the whole place literally looked like a mourning site.

"Gwaenchana?" Both slumping on the cold floor at the foot of his mother's colombarium, their back pressed on the walls.

"Wanna know my story?" He looked at her for a nanosecond and averted his gaze after. She just sat straight and nod signaling him to continue.

"I found out that I was into boys when I was in middle school" he suddenly confessed trying to avoid her stares. "I was scared that time, you know my grandfather was strict and my father is under his wings, my friends stayed away from me after they learned about it and they treated me like I have a disease" he thrown the small pingpong ball he got from his pocket, it bounced up and down before he caught it in his hands "I know my family had a haunched about me and poof! they pulled me out of that exclusive school for boys" he shrugged "maybe because they thought that I'll get rid of that feeling if I begin to see you know, not only boys" he thrown the ball once again. "They transferred me overseas, far away from my mother that I didn't knew was suffering that time" he started to choke on his sob but continued his story anyway.

"I tried to overcome the feeling of liking boys over there and maybe it also help that I was new to the place" he inhaled back preventing his runny nose to ruin his drama. "when I was about to graduate, I met this girl who became my new friend, she was kind and pretty, she helped me cope up the sad feeling of being far away from home and eventually I grew up feelings for her" she was speechless the whole time hearing his revelation.(only girl my ass)

"We dated for almost three months prior to our graduation but maybe we are not meant to end up together. Yeah I'm aware of ending relationships when graduating but the biggest part I hate the most was, she broke up with me for her bullshit reason that is I am gay and can not satisfy her needs" he laughed bitterly.

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