seducing pink princess || Kim Seok Jin||

M.I.A

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"Gwaenchana?" Hobi hugged her while rubbing her back "I'm sorry, I wish I could erase all the pain you're feeling right now" he peeked on her blank face and and hugged her again.

"Hobi why does it hurts so much?! I am trying my best to forget it and think that everything happened for a reason but.." She hiccuped, though her face was passive, her tears flowed down her face generously. "It's suffocating, it's painful. I wish I have died together with my child, I wish I could trade my life with him" Jhope hugged her more tight feeling the sadness of her friend. Her words made him sad too.

"Shhh, It's ok, it's ok. Don't think it like that Yndi, how about your Mom and Andi?  they still need you, they love you, we all love you" he squeezed her hands saying his consolations. "Everything will be alright, please be brave for yourself and your family. We are here to support you no matter what ok?!"

"I don't know, I just feel so empty and sad, I can't think of anything else other than my lost child" she totally sobbed hiding her face in her palms. "And I know  Mom and Andi saw the news already and I don't have a face to show them anymore. I can't see my mother like this. She'll be sad and will blame herself for sure and I cannot let that happen. Andwaeyo!"

"Gwaenchana you don't have to think of anything for now, please take care of your self first, God you didn't eat proper food since two days ago" he fixed her hair on the side of her pale face. She looks so helpless and vulnerable, she has dark circles under her eyes due to lack of sleeping and she lost some weight too.

"Please help me Hobi. I can't take this anymore, I wanna die. I don't feel like breathing, it's hard" she shooked her head and bit her lips to the extent that it almost rip the skin. "Sometimes I can hear the crying of a child and it haunts me, it's as if calling me from nowhere. Maybe he's blaming me for being an irresponsible mother don't you think?" She looked at the window and pulled her hand out from his.

"God Yndi what are you saying?, come on, do you need a psychologist? Do you want me to call one?" He wiped her tears with the edge of his long sleeves.

"I don't know, can that certain person cure my aching and hallow heart? Because I couldn't feel anything right now but pain, pain and more pain, it's driving me crazy" she looked away from him and move back to her lying position "I wanna sleep Hobi please take care of Andi and Mom for me" she faced the other side of the bed leaving the poor Jhope freak out and hella worried. He immediately dialled Jin's number.

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"Where the fuck are you?" He hissed under his breath talking to Jin who became missing in action since the morning.

"I'm here in the hospital" he hear a rumbling sound from the back ground and a few unrecognizable voices.

"Douchebag, I'm here with your wife, what hospital are you saying about?"

"Who is that?" The voice in the background sounds familiar that got Hobi clenched his teeth. He moved out of the room holding fiercely to the earpiece of his phone.

"Your wife is half dying here and you're there hanging out with Namjoon? Go to hell motherf*cker. What a selfish gay husband you are.  B*tch I'll choke you I swear" he had to grip his fringe hard to prevent him from hyperventilating.

"B*tch you too but ask Taehyung for the details he's with us" a single beep cut their short conversation. He was confused and intrigued as to why Jin said he was with Namjoon and Taehyung. He dialled Tae's number but it was unavailable. His growing impatience infuriorated him more making him strolled back and forth on the hallway. A sudden text message  brought his senses to functioning.

<Hyung I know you're with Yndi noona, Jin hyung and Tae brought her eomonie to the hospital, and please don't tell her yet> JK.

"Oh God why is everything falling apart?! When it rains it pours for real, Aish jinjja!" He huffed out loud before returning back inside the room. His eyes became wide when he saw the empty bed. He looked under it but she was not there. He rummage the closet  but no sign of Yndi until he saw the door of the bathroom which was turned lock before he can pull it open.

"Yndi, God please listen to me, come out now I have something to tell you, Yndi'ssi!!!" The door emitted a loud banging sound from his strong knocks.

"Yndi?, please talk to me. Just come out we'll talk about this and" he hesitate to say it but proceeded anyway.

"Jin will be here any minute, he has a surprise for you, yeah please and Jimin and Kookie too, Please just come out" he tried to convince her but he started to panic when he heard a strong gush of the water from the faucet.

"F*ck Yndi, don't do this!" He ran outside to the nurses station and ask for the spare key of the bathroom. He almost stumble on the floor while running.

"Gosh why it isn't working?!" He tried to insert the keys in the keyhole but it didn't open, not until he tried the last one.

"Yndi...."  He stood frozen. His eyes blinking away the tears in his eyes. He knelt down the floor huffing loud.

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