seducing pink princess || Kim Seok Jin||

Do_Not_Assume

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"You are not talking again, please say something Violet, your silence is deafening me" the car slowed down and halted towards the stoplight, his grip tightened on the steering wheel breathing out painfully slow.

"What do you want me to say?" Faint white light illuminated the inside of the car when she unlocked her phone and scrolled aimlessly pretending to do something with it.

Three days went and passed by and that's it. She felt Jin and her went back to stage one. Their arrangement is still the same especialy with Namjoon and him hanging out a lot lately. He would sometimes come home late at night and of course the common reason is that he's working on a project for the business summit that will be happening in a week. She can't bring herself to complain for the reason that she know his schedule and their meetings here and there are done exactly according to his timeline. She know she can't keep and lock him on her pocket forever but she's envious, jealous and scared. She's being paranoid and it made her crazy like she think of stalking them sometimes.

'What if they'll have a compromise behind my back?'

'What if he still love Joon?'

'What if he will leave me?'

'What if... ' she tried to hide her tears but a single prodigal lonely tear dropped on top of her phone which she wiped immediately but to her unfortune Jin saw it and groaned stepping on the gas pedal.

The car filled with so much silence that she was almost startled when he said they're home already. He climbed down the car and opened the door for her taking her hand.

He opened the door for them and went straight on the fridge taking some ice cooled beer, chugged it down and putted the empty can harshly on the table. It made a bang sound that made her walk run to him.

"What happened?" Her worried eyes met his hard stares along the doorway. She came to his side with tentative steps that made him more irritated. "Are you alright? Do you need anything?" She fiddled on her fingers hesitating to touch him or not.

"Can we talk Yndi?" His pissed aura made her more awkward. "Yes we are talking but we need to talk like real talk, you know what I mean? A talk that will clarify all this misconceptions between us" his knuckles turned white leaning it on the table.

"I.. Uhm I need to freshen up first, I'll come back later" she was about to turn around but he took her hands tight making her yelp.

"God damn it Yndi, what is wrong with you? You're not into yourself this days! Are you sick?" She didn't answer, her gaze was nailed on the floor, more like she don't want him to look her in the eye coz she'll burst for sure.

"Tell me, did I do something wrong? Did I upset you or missed to do something for you?" He brushed his hairs and hold his head frustrated. "Come on tell me, fuck Violet open your mouth, say something!" He whispered shouted.

"I'm tired Kim Seokjin, can we talk about this tomorrow?" She pulled her hands out of his hold slowly and smiled a little letting go of his hands.

"Shit Kim Yndi, don't do this, this is killing me" he sighed deep but she's gone already.

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They were about to go to bed but the suffocating air was thick, she pulled the curtains on one side and opened the window looking at the calming view outside. The wind blown and the cool breeze touched her face that made her hugged herself looking at the beautiful ocean of city lights painted in front of her.

She really wanted to confront him but scaredy as she was, she don't want to face the issue straight and forward for the same and exact reason as before.

"Let's go to bed" she jolted when a warm pair of arms slid infront of her from behind her waist enveloping her cold and frail frame. "I'm sorry about earlier" he snuggled his face on the croak of her neck and inhaled sharply. "I miss you Violet!".

She cleared her throat and held on his arm while biting her bottom lip. " I'm so sorry too Seok jin'ah, I know I am difficult to deal and I'm really sorry for being this way" she can hold her tears no more. She cried and that made him hugged her tighter.

"Tell me what is bothering you? Please don't cry, you know I hate seeing you cry right my Violet?" She took his arm away and face him.

"I am scared" her dripping tears continued.

"Scared for what?" His one hand wiped away her tears while the other pulled her by the waist.

"T-hat...t-hat you will come back to Namjoon or that you have a relationship behind my back?" His mouth form an O hearing her revelation.

"What did you say? Woah! You're impossible Violet" he was taken aback unable to continue and think any further.

"Yes, I am crazy. I know that and I'm really really sorry for my behavior" she chewed on her lips preventing herself to cry again.

"Yah Violet, I'm maybe a gay but I'm not a slut and I am very far from being a manwhore. Why do you think so lowly of me?" He exhaled exasperatedly.

"I am fully aware of that, but I can't help it. You spent time with him a lot lately and I can't help to think otherwise" she said and looked away.

"You know what? I am sad that you don't trust my feelings for you that much but it's a relief also that you're scared to lose me Violet" he squeezed her cheeks and kissed the tip of her nose.

"What if you'll wake up one day and you'll feel that you don't love me anymore?" She tugged on his long sleeved sleepwear.

"Yah, that won't happen ok? And I live for my word. If I say I love you, I love you and that's it. No more buts and what if's. " he closed the window and spreaded the curtains once again.

"Let me take charge, for all I know I've got enough love for both of us and I don't asked anything from you coz all I need is your trust and honesty in this relationship Yndi Kim" he kissed the side of her head hugging her.

"Please do not assume everything unless you heard straight in my mouth Violet, Oh wait I have a code for that" he stroked her back as he was saying.

"Remember D.N.A. always"

"What does it mean?" She looked up at him.

"D.N.A- Do Not Assume, you hear me Baby? Do not assume ever ok?" She smiled and hugged him back. Her heart is at ease now.

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"Useless, you are useless eversince" her voice echoed the whole space inside the car.

"Please mom, not today!" His eyes begged her not to provoke him or else he will no longer hold his temper.

She huffed loud putting both of her hands on the air. "Fine, I'll give you one more chance, last fucking chance to redeem yourself and your loyalty to us, to me, to your mother who gave birth to you" his palms fisted at what he heard. His cunning mother back at her blackmailing stunt.

"Mom, I know you are eager to take your revenge but come on, that happened in the past, can't you please move on and leave everything behind? Mom please!" He was almost begging her.

"Never, Not on this lifetime. I'll put my own life on the line. I swear, by any means I'll make them suffer and lost everything. You choose, have it your way or my way?" Her glares are deathly showing him a venomous threat.

"They'll have a business summit next week and I have everything planned for you, don't make a mistake and your Jin will be safe" she glanced at him one more time and left him in the car.

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"Oh, sorry for making you wait Namjoonie" he waved and smiled climbing inside the car. He smiled back glancing at the retreating figure of the woman away from the parking.