I Need You Now

Chapter 11

"What happen- Louis?" Harry said,walking over to Zayn and Louis, in the kitchen. Harry looked around and saw the picture in Zayn's hand. "Oh."

"You knew Harry?" Zayn asked, accusingly, holding the picture higher. Harry sighed and ran a hand though his unruly hair.

"I was there, yeah. When he got the ultra sound." Niall and Liam came into the room and mouths dropped along with Zayn.

"What? That's impossible." Harry shook his head and looked to Louis so he could further explain but he just stared at the glass, moving extremly slow picking up the broken pieces and throwing them away.

"Actually not, apparently, he's one of the rare guys who can get pregnant, because he was born with female reproductive parts and if he can gay sex, than he could, and did." Niall and Liam opened and closed thier mouths, trying to form words, but that simple task became hard. Zayn spoke up, now tenderly staring at the photo in his hands.

"How far along are you?" Zayn asked, gently. Louis, who just finished dropping all the broken glass in the trash can, just looked up with his tired eyes. He didnt want ot talk because he'll just cry so instead he gestured his head to Harry who would explain for him.

"You mean how far along was he." Zayn tore his eyes from the picture and looked between Harry and Louis in horror.

"He had a miscarriage?" Niall mangaged to say, containing the swirl of his emotions.

"No, he had an abortion."

"Why? You love children Lou, why would you kill your-" 

"Management mad ehim."

"I know they are pretty heartless people, but we could have hidden him."

"No, they did it because it interfered with both of our careers," Louis whispered, and scratched his head, leaning on the ocunter. " It interfered with Tom's band,  The Wanted." Niall, Liam an dZayn mouths dropped opened in complete and utter shock and confusion.

"He mad eme get the abortion, because of both of our careers. He din't want his friends and my friends to suffer from it, so it had to be done." Louis confessed, holding up his shirt and showing the scar. Louis could feel the sadness well up in the room and he handled it the best way he knew how: by drinking. So he grabbed a beer from the fridge and chugged down half of it.

"Why,"Zayn started. "Why did you tell us? We oculd have had a nephew- we could have helped him and Tom didn't even need to help," Zayn said, tears watering as he looked back and forth between Louis and the picture. "We could have been the fatehr figure, we could have taken the blow to our fame becasue you are like our brother. We didn-"

"Zayn, you don't understand." Louis said slamming down his bottle. "I did this for all of you guys. What's the point of two successful bands - 10 guys who make a job out of screaming girls- lives go down the drain for a baby, over half the world will hate. I did it for you," he pointed at Zayn, " And Niall and Liam, would've have thier names wreck. I did it for his band too." Louis took a swing of his beer finishing it off.

"I did it for our fans and mangemnet and the people would get their pay checks because of our sucess. I wanted to the baby more than anything in the owrld, that's why i broke up with Elanour, and attempted a relationship with The Wanted. And the only reason why i dont hate Siva is because he was on my side. I can't bring myself to hate someone who-" the anger faded out of Louis and he brought his hand to his face to cover a sob. His eyes began to water fast, faster than he could bring his emotions down. He began to sob, leaning on the counter, a empty beer bottle next to him.

"Lou," NIall said with tears in his eyes because of the speech.

"Leave, LEAVE ME ALONE." Louis yelled, mistakenly hitting the bottle making it crack and break agaisnt the fridge. Harry guided them out, but not before Zayn put the sonogram on the counter. They all went outside and got into Harry's car. With Harry in the driver seat and Niall in the passenger's seat, Liamdn Zayn sat in the back.

"Rest of The Wanted doesn't know?" LIam mumbled, wiping away tears. Harry shook his head and sighed.

"Cause i know you're going to ask: he got an abortion about 2 - 3 weeks ago and he was a month and a half pregnant so technically, it wasn't alive. Tom didn't want to mess uo his propal to his fiance, which happened the day after the baby got aborted. Since the rest of his band didn't know, Louis believed the same should happen."

"I-I" Niall stuttered. "I hate Tom, can't believe I thought he was a good person. He's some sort of psychopath or something."

"Don't, because Louis likes him and Tom doesn't want to lose a friend." 

"What type of friend kills another's child?"

"Tom wanted to make up for what he called Louis."

"What did that twat call Lou?" Zayn sneered.

"He called them, at the time, less than animals and-" Liam cracked his knuckles.

"I'm not very violent but i still know my boxing skills, just one fight in the ring." Liam threatened. "Just one."

"Let me tell you everything," Harry explained what happened in the last 2 months. The beginning made them angry but soften up at the end. Just a little.

"He should have told us."

"I only found out because i was the only available emergency contact." Harry chuckled. "I envy him."

"Why," Niall asked, turning to look at Harry.

"Because the only reason I broke up with Siva was because he wanted a family and that's something I just couldn't give, unlike Louis." Harry shook his head, "He should have kept the baby."

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"Hello?"

"Hey."

"You sound like you've been crying."

"Yea."

"Why? What's wrong?"

"I just need you now."

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Ziam if you sqiunt and turn your head to the left. Sorry.

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