I Need You Now

Chapter 13

Tell me I'm a screwed up mess

That I never listen, listen

Tell me you don't want my kiss

That you need your distance, distance

Tell me anything but don't you say she's what you're missing baby

If she's the reason that your leaving me tonight

Spare me what you think and 

Tell me a lie.

Those words neve described how Harry  feels right now as he sat in his car, parked in the empty park's parking lot. He just mangaged to stop crying long enough to analyze things.

What was i thinking? Going back over to his, I would've accepted a lie. Just knowing that he never ever loved me, let alone like me. Makes me feel. Harry sniffled, wrapping his arms around himslef. His cheecks were still wet wit tears. Used and like thrown away trash. I'm not a player or Casanova or anything like that, I'm just a flirt, but I'm not a slut. God, I wish he'd just lied to me.

Like he did through the whole "relationship."

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Louis woke up the next morning with a pounding headache and a bottle of strong wine on the bed next to him, empty. He squinted at the sunlight streaming thorugh his open curtains, covering his eye, before feeling his way to the window to pull the curtains. The rooms oon darkened and he than made his way to the bathroom, washing himself.

I dont want to dal with them, they're just going to make me feel pathetic. The world doesn't stop spinning.

He got out of he shower an ddreid off, wrapping one towel around his waist and the other aound his shoulder's catching the dripping water form his hair. He went into the kitchen and saw that on the counter was his first and only sonogram. He never really analyzed it, because life was going way too fast for him and when the baby was gone, looking at it was little getting the fetus aborted over and over again. 

Louis picked it up and tried to get past the feeling of the abortion, luckily the door bell rang, ripping his stare away form the picture. He slipped it behind a picture frame on a shelf, knowing the boys wouldn't look there, before jogging to the door and opening it.

"Hey."

"Hello? Um, what are you doing here?"

"We're going to get drinks later today? You up for it?" Jay asked. leaing on the door freame, wearing black sweatpants and a gray long sleeve shirt.

"Um, who else is coming." He said using part of the towel to dry a part of his hair.

"The rest of your boys except for Harry, I couldn't contact him. Along with the rest of The Wanted and of course Nareesha." Jay counted out.

"I'll try and see if  i can, if anything I'll text one of my boys if i can't." Jay nodded and began to turn to leave.

"Tell Harry that I'm sorry how Siva treated him." Than he turned a nd left leacing Louis shocked. I thought he siad none of them knew.

"He closed the door and went to the medicine cabinet to take some aprisn before finishing getting ready  for his afternoon doing nothing. Complete with pajam pants and a random band shirt he picked up. Aorund 1 o'clock as he was trying to beat Fifa, his door opoened and he knew it was one of the his boys.

"Hey," he called out, not looking behind him.

"Hi," a weak voice called, he paused the game and looked behind as Harry hung up his jacket.

"Haz, what's wrong." Harry sat down on the couch next to him, heavily sighing.

"Everything." he frustared rubbed his eyes.

"What's is it about?" Harry shook his eye and pinched thr bridge of his nose, trying not to cry. "What happen- is it Siva?" Harry nodded and laid his head on Louis's lap.

"He used me." Harry mangaged to choke out. "He never really loved me. He just used me." Tears fell from his eyes.

"What?"

"I went over to his last night and he told me that he used me to feel if he was gay or anything than he knew he's not gay or bi. And he's engaged Louis, he's engaged." Harry sobbed.

"What the hell?" Louis asked himslef, wanted to scream at Siva himslef, but than he looked down and saw Harry crying. "Its okay Harry. Forget about him. I'll stay with you tonight."

"Were you going somewhere?" he said, sniffling.

"Jay invited us to go with them to a bar, but if you don't want to, we wont." 

"Its okay of you want to." Harry said, sitting up, wiping his eyes. "You can go."

"Jay also said he's sorry for how Siva treated you." Louis turn facing him, Harry's head snapped to him. 

"He said no one else knew, except for Tom." he lightly shook his head, trying to understand. Louis shrugged.

"Maybe he found out by mistake." Louis suggested. Harry rolled his eyes and hung his head in his head.

"What do I even do?" 

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"Why did I even come here?" Harry said stirring his drink.

"Because you wanted to come." Louis answered, turning his seat at the bar to face him. "Here they come." 

"Hey mates," Jay said, coming up to them. "Where's the rest of you?"

"Coming later, Niall got himsewlf stuck in something and" louis faded off, Harry sent a weak smile their way and turn back to his drink.

"Well, lets order a table and some drinks while we wait," Jay slapped Harry and the shoulder and called over a waiter. Siva and Nareesha stood by Jay, his arm over her shoulder, giggling about something. Max helped Jay order because he started to trip over his words because the waitress was pretty. Tom stayed with the One Direction boys.

"What's going on now? Did you guys come to an understanding?" Louis shot him a look.

"Um, no. Harry's a mess." Louis said gesturing to him. Harry turned his stool and rolled his eyes.

"I'm totally fine."

"What exactly happened?" Tom aksed.

"Siva-"

"I finally got us our table," Max said calling to them, rolling his eyes at Jay. "Come one."

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Sorry, I've been working on it bit by bit this whole week. So here's something.

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