Seeing Brendon Urie for the first time

Getting ready for the wedding

(Brenda in present day)

Brenda's POV

Ever since that day I have never seen, or heard of Brendon. Dallon told him that I moved to Washington and lived on a ranch with a distant family member. When Dallon told him Brendon has been in Washington looking for me. Dallon and Paige are now engaged. I'm so happy they fell in love with each other. There both like family to me. Soon I'm going to have to move out if their house. Paige says I can stay but it would be weird and plus their going to be newly weds. I haven't dated anyone since Brendon and I don't think I ever will. I don't want to hurt anyone like I hurt him. Paige snapped me out of my thoughts and waved her hand in front of my face. " Earth to Brenda". " Are you okay"? I gathered myself and looked around. We were in Starbucks discussing their wedding plans. I said" Yeah, sorry just thinking". She looked at me, she knew me to well." About Brendon"? I laughed a little to weird. I said" No". She gave me that oh really look. I shrugged and looked down. She said" Hey, don't feel sad, just between me and you, he wasn't bad looking". I was shocked. I said" Paige Watson, your almost a married woman"! She laughed and shrugged. She sighed. She said" I know, Mrs. Dallon Weekes". She hugged her purse tight. I laughed and smiled. She said" Okay, I think we need to go get our dresses, before they throw them away". I said" Yeah, we better go". We got up and went to the bridal store to get Paige's dress and my dress. Of course she meant our dresses because I'm going to be here only brides maid. Dallon has a best man but Paige and I don't know who he is. It's suppose to be a surprise. Were in the car and were driving there and we hear Panic at the disco song come on. It was a song I listened to all the time, when I would cry myself to sleep at night. The song was called Gospel.I cry because their is a line in the song that says" If you love me let me go" and that's exactly what I did, I let Brendon go. Before I heard too much of the song Paige turned the station. She gave me a apologetic look. I gave her a fake smile. When we got to the bridal store, we picked up the dresses. My was a long length dress, about above the knees. that had diamonds on the side and it had a black belt. The dress itself was a violet color. I also had the shoes to match it. Paige's dress was all the a little above her feet dress, with a wave like design, with diamonds on both of the sides, and it was a white dress. Just like mine the shoes match the dress. We bought them and the guy told her good luck.When we left we went to the mall, to get down more stuff for the wedding. Only their mom and dad and grandparents were coming. I didn't wanna go because Carol was coming and I didn't know if she hated me or if she even knew about me and Brendon. She probably did, but I have to go because it's my best friends wedding. At least I get a week to myself before Paige and Dallon try to hook me up with some guy. They always do that, even if were just at a mall, and they see a guy that they think is cute for me. I know they mean well but it's embarrassing.

After we went to the mall, we came back home. Paige and Dallon are going to have a beach wedding. So on Sunday I have to go help before they get married on Monday. I closed my door and flopped on my bed. I turned to the window and listened to the rain fall on the roof top and look at the little rain droplets on the window. Not long after that, my eyes grew heavy and I fell

asleep.

In my dream it's not Paige and Dallon getting married. It's not me who is the bride maid. Its me and Brendon getting married and Paige as the bridesmaid. He holds out his hand and I take it. We turn to each other. It's blurry in my dream I don't know where the wedding is at or what time of day or night. It doesn't matter anyway because I'm here with Brendon.