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Ghoul?!

Ok....so today I haven't exactly been feeling all that well.

For starters, I didn't have an appetite for food at all today and if I ate anything, I would throw it up later... I'm not kidding when I actually say I'm freaking out.

Probably illogical but I'm damn scared as to what is going to happen. I know I'm not gonna sprout kagune or have red eyes with black and red veins but I'm still paranoid...

So call it over exaggeration but am I turning into some sort of ghoul?…..

If anybody has any advice or whatever to this problem, please tell me in the comments because I'm legit scared.....

But if I turn into a ghoul, I'm gonna use it as an excuse to drink coffee everyday!!!!!

What do I think now?

That I'm gonna turn into a ghoul?

Because I still have that feeling of unease... Maybe my morbid fascination isn't helping but I don't know if I should tell my parents. My dad will just say that I'm exaggerating and my mum will not say anything. She might sigh though.....

Plus, I've been feeling bruised all day... Is that normal? I've gotten bruised before that's for damn sure but I don't think I've ever gotten it this bad. And it's not only in one particular place, it's like my entire body feels bruised. Or maybe I've thrown up too many times... Lol..

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Please tell me what you think in the comments but please no hate because I already have depression and I don't need it to get worse..
Love, ScarletHand ♥