Complicated Feelings

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Oooook. So I might have a crush on two guys at the same time and I don't know what to do about it.

They're both really nice to me and they put up with all my shit. It kinda sucks because I don't know exactly which one of them I like.

First Crush:
Name: Dalton
Height: Head and shoulders taller than me (I'm short)
Age: 15
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I've been kinda flirty with him which is something I never thought I'd do.
We communicate over Insta. He sends me hearts and I do the same. He's said he loves me too. And he kinda invited me to go to a mall with him. Problem being, I don't know what he's thinking. I don't know what I feel or what to do or what I should be thinking. I do wanna go but I don't know how to ask my parents if I can go. Besides he hasn't even given me the bloody details. The thing is that I'm really shy. I barely talk to him in real life. Yes I know that's actually a bad thing. But we're trying. He says I have to bring him chocolate in order for him not to kill me. Ehhehehehhe.
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Second Crush:
Name: Anson
Height: Two inches taller than me
Age: 17
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So here's the other one. Yes I know what you're thinking. The first one is fifteen and the next is two years older?!! Yeah well we're in the same Sunday school so yeah... He puts up with a lot of my issues with my family and, in general, life. He says I'm one of a kind and that I'm weird but that's why he talks to me. He's really funny too and always makes me laugh. He a sort of an insomniac like me but doesn't know how to control it. He's constantly tired and I'm kinda worried about him. He's always trying to feel better but he doesn't look after himself.
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Hey guys, wanna know something even better?
They're both in the same class and Anson is best friends with Dalton's brother, Dylenn.... Haiz. Shoot me please.

Please help me because my feelings are very contradictory right now...
Love, ScarletHand ♥

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