Made For Each Other

Sudden Strength

Suddenly a power came over me that i can do anything threw training and character, but then a cloud of doubt appeared in my mind thinking if he'll say " NO"  the horror of that two letter word echoes in my pretty little head. Then the strength appeared again i clarified with my friend that I would ask but if he disagrees I'll pretend it's a joke when honestly i was confessing the feelings hidden in my heart which my tongue couldn't unfolded. I went to his class acting all happy and confident when i was truly shaking in side as i spoke it's like my words were being interpreted in a slow motion as i awaited his response, i suddenly heard a heart breaking "NO"  i walked away smiling pretending it didn't hurt. When all that was happening in side my mind why was I so stupid to know a cute boy like him wouldn't be with a beast like me. I went to my class smiling when i a hurting deep inside i closed my eyes to blink when a bundle of tears rush out of my eyes i wiped my face to face him again but instead i left and went home to out the rest, the rest of pain that I've hold in from the day i saw his face.