This place is amazing. Why can't my life be amazing....I feel like I'm living in a lie....
"Y/n You okay you look sad?" Colby questioned me.
"Yeah I'm fine," you quietly said.
No I'm not, just lied.
"We are here," Elton said.
The house I mean mansion is beautiful, looks like you could have like a bounce castle inside it. (I'm not like normal people I'm weird I'm a weirdo)
"Well let's show you guys your rooms," Corey said.
We got our bags, we walked tword the door and even that was big.
Elton opened the door, as I walked it I was just amazed that I would be living here, wait that means i need a job.
Maybe it's time for a new start, new home, new life, and a new everything.
We all walked up the beautiful stairs well kinda they were nice.
"Y/n This is your room, Colby that's your room, Sam's room is over there and Corey has the master Arrons room is there and I sleep in the garage I gave up my room for you which is fine," Elton said as he pointed out all the rooms.
I walked into my room, it's nice but I need to decorate. I unpacked the stuff I could for now but I need to go shopping for stuff that I don't have. I'll go tommorrow.
You walked out of your room and walked to colbys.
"Hey colby," you said at his door frame.
"Hey babe," Colby replied back at his bed.
"Can we go exploring?" You asked.
"Well I was going to met up with a friend because I haven't seen them in a while," Colby replied.
"Oh, go ahead hang out with them you haven't seen your friends in a while so go ahead," you said sadly but also a bit happy.
"Your amazing baby this is why I love you, your understanding," Colby said getting up from his bed
"Well have fun," you said with a smile but it was fake.
Why can't I feel happy about him going with his friends, I just idk something bad is going to happen I know it.
You walked to your room and decided to get ready.
You took a shower and put your clothes of for the day.
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(Picture above is what you are wearing and yes that's my queen jessie paige)
Well I guess I look good, well let's move on with the day.
"Sam can I borrow your car," you asked walking in his room.
"Hey I was making a video," Sam said in a angry tone.
"I'm so sorry I'll just get a uber," you said sadly.
"No don't, I'm just in a bad mood today my keys are on the kitchen table," Sam said.
"What's wrong?" You asked sam.
"Just have a lot on my mind," Sam replied.
"Well to get stuff off of your mind wanna go to the mall with me?" You asked smiling.
"You know what sure," Sam said in a relived tone.
Why is he acting so different did his girlfriend break up with him... what's wrong with Sammy.
"Sam what's wrong I can tell something is bothering you," you said in a worried tone.
"I can't tell you y/n, I want to but I cant," Sam said.
"Sam just tell me," you said loud.
"I fucking can't because it will hurt you more than me," Sam said louder.
"I don't care if I'm hurt or not fucking tell me god dammit," you said angry.
"Colby fucking cheating on you," Sam said with a worried tone.
That's why he wanted to go hang out with his "friend". To👏 fucking 👏 cheat👏.
"That lil fucker," you said quietly.
You picked up your phone and called colby.
"Hey babe what's up," Colby answered
"What's up, you tell me," you yelled into the phone.
"Chill chill what's wrong," Colby said
"Your FUCKING CHEATING ON ME," you yelled a little louder.
"Why would you think that?" Colby asked.
"Well your bestfriend told me, is that why you went to hang out with a friend?" You asked.
"Babe im-,"
"Don't call me babe," you cut him off.
"Colby I'm done let me know when I can trust you again, actually not even that, I thought you were going to be the one who will be right by side through everything but no you just made it so much worse," you said then ended the call.
💣💢triger warning💢💣
I have no family I have no boyfriend I have no life
Why do I stay here I could just end everything and no one would have to worry about me....
I can end it...
He never truly loved me... he loved her....
You ran downstairs and grabbed a kitchen knife and went quickly back to your room.
One cut won't hurt maybe two won't hurt either
Six cuts later, it hurts but it feels good I don't want to live any more I dont.... ============
Oh snap guys is this getting deep, many people would look at this story and be like oh she made this all up but sometimes what I right is stuff I go through i go through some Pain in life but I don't get susidle but if any of you need someone dm me we can talk it through together I love you all -Jaz ❤
