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Everything hurts. A broken heart. Blood gushing from my arms. (Blood blood gallons of the stuff)
I can't believe I cut myself..... i did this..... I should just end my life here I have what I need.....
Sam opened the door, shit I forgot to lock it...
Everything fadded... I seen lights red and blue...
Doctors why did Sam have to make me go to the hospital....
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You look up laying in a hospital bed, why? Why could I have just left this world...
"Sam," you looked at him.
"Y/n thank goodness your awake I don't want to lose you," Sam said with a tear in his eye.
He really cares about me why?
"Y/n!" Colby said running into the room.
"I'm so sorry I did this to you, it's not really what you think happened okay? I have an exploring buddie and we just hang out I don't like her," Colby explained himself.
"I don't want to hear it, and your not the only person that made me do it I made myself do it," you said with tears rolling down your face.
"I'm going to give you guys a moment," Sam said walking out of the room.
Colby sat in a chair next to the bed you were in "y/n please don't ever hurt your self again your to beautiful to be doing this to yourself," Colby said holding your hand.
"Colby don't hang out with shea I know her and she's not good news," you looked at Colby and said.
"How did you know it was her," Colby asked.
"She's one of the biggest fuck girls plus look at your story," you said softly, "now I don't exactly want to see you now so may I ask you to leave".
Colby walked out of the hospital room. Then the doctor walked in.
"You may leave tomorrow but we are putting you medication" said the doctor.
"No you aint," I replied "but we gotta or this will get worse"
"I don't care let me leave now," you yelled.
"Okay leave but don't come back if you don't want help," the doctor said
I got up and a nurse came over to me and took all of the cords off and she gave me my clothes, "Sam can you leave so I can change," you asked Sam walked out with his head down.
I changed and walked out of the room, Sam already singed me out.
Sam and I walked to his vehicle I'm guessing. My minds just everywhere right now.
*time skip*
I walked in the house and straight to my room and locked the door.
I want to go home but where is that, mrs.brock is now the closest thing I have to a mother actually a family.
"Y/n please open the door so we can talk," Colby asked.
You walked to the door but didn't open it you just slid down the door .
"Y/n I'm not cheating on you I promise just let me explain, " Colby asked again.
You unlocked the door and slightly opened the door, you seen Colby and he seen you.
He opened the door all the way and hugged you. "Why are you hugging me," you asked.
"Y/n I hurt you and I didn't mean to you hurt your self and I'm glad your okay," Colby said with a tear rolling down his cheek.
"Colby your not the only one that hurt me," you said with tears rolling down your cheeks.
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I know this is a crapping chapter but new story is on it's way I think I'll start posting it on Christmas it's called "Hurt" hope you guys enjoy it and that means this book may come to an end....
