His Little Sister

21

Alex POV

It's been 3 weeks and it's time for the boys to leave me.

I wake up dreading the moment that leave me again for a year and a half.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do without them.

I've been exposed on more than one occasion to the paps and I have 8 million followers on twitter.

That's so much hate for bullshit that I don't even do.

I lay in bed wondering how I'm going to survive when Tears spring to my cerulean eyes.

Louis and I have been close since I was born and over the few weeks and knowing the boys a little before they are like my family, but they are leaving me again.

I have to stay strong, I know I do, but it's so fucking hard when your only family is walking out on you.

There is a slight knock in the door and I'm barley able to mutter a quiet 'Come in' before I'm surround by the boys all sitting in my bed, looking sorrowful.

Tears gather in my eyes but I refuse to let them fall.

'Stay strong, you are not weak' I think to myself, but it's not helping.

"Love we have to get going" Louis chokes out, his voice cracking slightly.

I respond with a nod because I know my voice will fail me at this point.

I crawl out of bed no bothering to shower and grasp a pair of sweats and Louis's sweatshirt before putting my hair up in a messy bun, not bothering with makeup.

I'm going to cry it all off anyways so what's the point.

I slowly make my way down the stairs, seeing all the bags that were packed by the front door last night, gone.

This is really happening, any there's nothing I can do to stop it.

The boys all have beanies and sunglasses as part of there apparel but I done bother. People will recognize us anyways.

I sigh silently following the boys to the range rover parked outside. Paul is waiting in the front seat when we climb in.

"Excited boys?" he questions and tears spring to my eyes once again. Paul notices and quickly mutters a never mind before starting the car and driving towards the airport.

My head is currently buried in Louis's chest trying not to cry. Nobody had said a word and the tension and sorrow is a peak levels right now.

Paul turns the radio on and whaddya' know, the boys are playing.

Paul quickly shuts it off throwing an apologetic glance in my direction but I just ignore it.

We finally pull Into the parking lot which is swarmed with fans. Louis climbs out and bends down a little motioning for me to get on his back.

"One more time?" he whispers. "For me?" I almost start bawling when he says one more time. does he mean we won't do this ever again?

I ignore my horrible gut feeling and climb into his back nuzzling my head in his shoulders.

He walks behind the rest if the boys who all seem to have made to the entrance all ready.

The fans are going crazy at the little brother sister moment but I just pretend they are not there.

Eleanor already said her tearful goodbyes yesterday. She had a photo shoot today that was absolutely mandatory and let's just say she was not happy about it.

We are all still silent as the boys get their bags checked and no one says a word until we get to the gates where the private jet lays just beyond.

"Love" Louis staters and already the waterworks start.

"We don't want to leave and this isn't goodbyes forever ok? I love you so much and I'm so go damn proud of you, you beautiful girl" Louis chokes out pulling me into a bone crushing hug.

He pulls away with tears in his eyes and I move on to Niall.

"I'm gonna miss you so much princess" he says with his own tears rubbing down his pale and flawless cheeks.

He gives me one of his famous Horan hugs and I choke on a sob. I pull back and kiss his cheek, smiling sadly at him.

Harry is next

"Goodbye you cheeky little curly headed boy" I try to laugh through the tears, but fail miserably.

"C'mere babe" he says sniffling and pulling me to him. "Now don't let any other boy replace Curly here when I'm gone ok?" he questions with a slight smile. "Never" I whisper and kiss he cheek, pulling out of his grasp.

My LiLi is next.

He smiles sadly at me and I launch myself into his teddy bear arms. Oh my god I love his huge arms.

"Now be careful around the boys when we're gone ok baby girl?" he says in all seriousness. "Nobody could ever replace you guys" I whisper in his ear assuring him. He nods and I kiss his cheek also moving on the the bad boy.

Zayn and I have become really close they past few weeks, so other than Louis, his goodbye will definitely be the hardest to endure.

He doesn't say anything, just pulls me into his grasp holding in tight.

"It's ok baby we will see you soon ok?" I nod through my tears that's are blurring my vision.

"Don't forget what I said ok?" he says referring to one night we were on the roof and he told me to stay sting no matter what life throws at you, and I promised I would do my best.

"I'll miss you" I whisper to him and he nods. "I'll miss you too baby" I let go, kissing his cheek and moving onto Louis for one final time.

I Throw myself in is arms not wanting to believe what was happening right now.

"Please don't go" I say sobbing into his jacket. I feel his sweatshirt that I'm wearing get wet which means he's crying too.

"I'm so so sorry love, I never wanted to leave you" he whispers and I just cry harder.

"Please LouBear" I beg using his nickname. He must have noticed because a sob racks his chest and he clutches to me tighter.

"BOYS WE GOTTA GO" Paul's yells from somewhere on the sidelines and I protest.

"No!" I wail refusing to let go of Louis.

The boys surround us and all of then are crying too.

We all huddle in a hug of sobs, sorrow, and sadness.

"Don't leave me" I whisper just for them to hear.

"We're so sorry baby" Zayn whispers wiping away his excess tears.

I can't do this. they can't leave me.

They start to break away and I just start sobbing all over again.

They start to walk away and I desperately try to keep them from going but Security holds me back.

They are at the edge of the gate when they look back tears still streaming down all they're beautiful faces.

Niall mouths 'Goodbye princess'

Harry blows me a kiss and winks halfheartedly

Liam makes a heart with his hand

Zayn mouths 'stay strong baby, I believe in you'

And finally Louis yells "I love you Alex!" overtop of the noise in the busy airport.

They turn around and disappear through the gates leaving me standing here feeling insecure, unsafe, and most of all, alone.

A/N A little longer than the last ones and I'm proud! Thank you my loves for voting! You should do it again <3 Love you