His Little Sister

22

Alex's pov

I get dragged out of the airport and I know the paparazzi are enjoying every second of it. Those people need to get a real job. A hired driver takes me home and then drives off into the distance. I walk like a zombie into the complex ignoring the knowing stairs of other famous people that lived here.

I pass Dan as in danisnotonfire and he smiles sadly at me. I actually talked to him a little when Louis left. He understands me.

"Hey hun are you ok?" I just smile tightly at him and shake my head, walking past. I go into the lift and push the illuminated number 56. The lift moves so slow I almost start banging my head against the wall.

I stop at the floor and slowly walk out, trying not to cry again. I can do this. I can be strong.

Who am I kidding? I'm so fucking weak.

I trudge into the flat thinking about everything. I need something to get my mind off the boys.

I know what I need to do.

I need to dance. I need to dance a lot, and I need to get better.

I fast walk to my room and get out my laptop. I search up easy dances to start with, and then they gradually get harder and harder. I'm dripping sweat and breathing hard but I couldn't care less. I need to get better, and that's just what I'm going to do

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I have been dancing non stop for over 5 hours. I have worked myself to the limit and I feel like I'm going to pass out. I shut off the laptop and drag myself into the bathroom revealing my sweaty reflection. I turn the shower on as cold as it goes and hop in, loving the relief on my burning skin.

When I'm done cleaning myself I slip into a towel and walk into my bedroom slipping on some pajama shorts and a camisole. I grab my phone, excited to talk the boys.

I look down at the screen. No texts. No calls. No nothing.

Tears well in my eyes. What did I seriously think was going to happen. They don't care and they never will. I sigh about to turn my phone off when I get a face time call.

I look at the screen and the contact flashes '♥♫LouBear ♫♥' I smile so wide my face feels like its going to split and slide my finger across the screen.

I lay on my bed, holding the phone in front of me while its connecting and soon enough I see 5 smiling faces, directed at me.

"ALEX!" they all cheer at the same time and I laugh. I miss them already.

"Thought you guys forgot about me" I chuckle half heartedly and they frown.

"Never" Louis whispers. "We could never forget about the beautiful young girl who will be waiting for us when we get home" he smiles and the other boys nod in agreement.

"I miss you guys" I sniffle and a lone tear makes its way down my face.

"Don't cry princess we will see you in about 6 months I promise" Niall tries to comfort me but it only makes it worse.

"That's half a year guys" I sob out clutching to my pillow, burying my face in its warmth.

"We know baby girl, we know, and we're sorry that we have to leave you all alone like this" Liam sniffles, choking back his own tears, as well as the rest of the guys.

"I-uhm-I gotta g-go" I say stuttering suddenly not wanting to talk to them. I want razor blades.

"Wait Alex what are you going to do?" Harry questions searching my face through the phone.

'Go find my razor blades' I say in my head but their eyes widen.

"Shit did I say that out loud?" I question frantically.

"Alex love don't you dare go into that bathroom and hurt your self." Louis says sternly. "You deserve way more than this, you deserve to be happy and not having to hurt your perfect skin with those nasty razors" he continues with his voice cracking and I know he's about to cry.

"Ok" I whisper. "Just for you guys I wont, because I love you"

"Promise?" Zayn say speaking up for the very first time, and that's when I remembered our deal.

"Promise" I whisper, ending the call abruptly, ignoring the vibrating of my phone and just turning it off.

I crawl into bed with sealed wrists, but still a broken heart.

I know its short but I just wanted to update while I could. Major events coming up in next chapter, so don't forget to vote♦

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