Dialogues

By The Lake

Myself: Hey!
Me: Why is he still the most beautiful person in the world?
Myself: Who?
Me: You know...
Myself: Do I?
Me: You must know him better than I do."
Myself: Really?
Me: Yes.
Myself: Ok.
Me: Why is he still the most beautiful person in the world?
Myself: Because you love him.
Me: No, I don't.
Myself: Or because you loved him ansd, deep down, you kind of still do.
Me: That's basicly the same.
Myself: Is it?
Me: Yes!
Myself: Ok.
Me: He hurted me.
Myself: I know.
Me: Then why is...
Myself: Because before that he turned you into the person you are now.
Me: And?
Myself: And that mad you feel better than you ever did before.
Me: But he left me.
Myself: Yes.
Me: Why?
Myself:  Because you didn't show him the person he turned you into.
Me: I did.
Myself: Not while he thoughr he could love you. And not fully.
Me: He had to wait.
Myself: Probably.
Me: What can I do?
Myself: Does he speak to you?
Me: Not really.
Myself: Is he willing to?
Me: I don't think so...
Myself: Move on.
Me: How?
Myself: Take a step forward and dive in.

~amh