hay lovlies!!!!!!! im back again!! yea im updating again!!! woo!! i think i deserve a round of applause!! haha here is another poem i wrote last night, around the same size as the last one. ENJOY!!!
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Why do you love me,
Why do you care,
Why are you with me,
when I'm deep in despair.
The cuts on my arms,
and the scars on my legs,
the oil in my hair,
and the ugly on my face.
You tell me I'm beautiful,
but I know thats a lie,
how can I be beautiful,
when I just want to die.
I don't want to love you,
but my feelings grow,
everyday I'm with you,
I'm no longer alone.
But I know I can't love you,
I can't break your heart,
because I know that soon,
you'll just be my past.
And I'll sink back,
into my hole of despair,
with a more damaged heart,
and you wont be there.
But I only live once,
and I have nothing to loose,
so why not love,
and give my heart to you.
But something keeps telling me,
to just run away,
I can't love you,
that its not ok.
But I feel the tingles,
and I feel my heart,
and i know i've loved you,
right from the start.
~~~~ Yea cheesy I know. I have tried multiple times to write something dark and sad and gloomy but it always turns happy and lovey and cheesy, its like i just cant write andything without a happy ending or love or something in it -_-. Anyway comment your thoughts. ohhh wait!! fun story (fun? how can a story be fun? im silly today, meh) so i was in food in period 1 and 2 and we were making fish and wedges and passionfruit kisses, and i had just touched the raw fish and began to ut it than the fire alarm went off, we took off our hats that we have to wear and walked out but i didnt wash my hands so it was real annoying i coulodnt touch anything. Anyway, the fire and ambulence department is no stranger to our school, we always have fire alarms go off or the ambulence coming, so we all knew it was a drill so we just dorduled out, waited on the oval for ever went back into class began cooking again, than at the end we got two of the four trays of cooked passionfruit kisses out of the oven, filled them with the filling but for some strange reason there wasnt very much there. so we were about to go out (late, thanks to the 'fire') for resses and we were checking the oven and stuff and there was the other two trays!!!! charkholed!!!!! it was so funny!!! we put filling on them and ate them anyway and they wern't that ba di guess. period 3 and 4 went by ok and soon it was lunch, nothing happened in the first half just eating than the bell rang for the second half, so we went into the library, i was writing this poem onto my laptop and guess wat!!!! the fire alarm went off again, so off we went out side, stayed there for way too long the we should have considering it was a false alarm, I swear if the fire brigade tweeted something about our school today they would be like '#franniesonfire #again #secondtimetoday #FAIL!!!' We always have false alarms its so annoying, than WE DIDNT EVEN GET MORE TIME FOR LUNCH!!! THEY DIDNT GIVE IUS TIME TO MAKE UP FOR WHAT WE LOST DURING THE DRILL!!!!! another terrible thing to add to my horrible day today (I wont even get to my horrible day it was HORRIBLE!!!) so off i went to PE we were playing dodge ball so that was ok, than I went to buy a skirt (cause i only have pants) for school from school, and i went and GOT IT FOR FREE!!!!! yay!!!!! It was only because it needs a bit of hemming cause it came undone but still I got a $20 skirt for free!!! YAY!!!! Ok thats the main things that happened today, sorry if I bored you with my long rant about boring things. Have a great day!!!
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