I Didn't Love You enough (Short Rookinite Story)

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[A/N: I needed to also this might be sad]

Infinite's Pov:
I visited Gadget again for like the fifth time this month. He was the love of my life. He loved me so much if only I could've shown my love for him and not just say "me too" everytime. I regret those two words everytime I think about it. But why?

Well...it's a long story and I really don't like remembering it but everytime he would try to cuddle or kiss me, I would just growl a bit and I would tell him to "stop". Sometimes he would stop while other times he wouldn't.

When he didn't, I just became angry and lightly set him down somewhere else. I guess affection wasn't my thing but it's better than words I guess or was it the other way around? But one day I made a grand mistake...

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It was another normal day, me and Gadget juts spent time together on the couch. We watched a movie together and Gadget was trying to cuddle with me. This time I allowed him since I was pretty tired to do anything about it.

"Hey Ira..." he asked. I face towards him. "How come you never told me about your past?" He asked me. I started sweating a bit and faced towards the screen. "Because I just don't like to..." I responded.

"But...I told you about my past with Infinite killing off my old friends even though I never really liked talking about it." He replied. "Don't mention his name.." I said more sternly. "Why?" He asked me.

"BECAUSE I SAID SO!" I yelled this time. He flinched and I covered my mouth. "Im sorry I didn't mean to do that..I just...Infinite was a bad person and..." I apologized and tried to explain something.

"Y-you're Infinite..." he said to me. I gave him a confused look and saw a red glow. It was the phantom ruby. My eyes widen and I looked at Gadget. He started shaking and trembling. "You l-lied to me?" He asked as he got off the couch.

"No I just! I was scared that you would try to hurt me again!" I explained. "You could've told me! You're reformed and I think that Sonic would accept that!" He said sorta yelling. "No...HE WOULDN'T! HE WOULD JUST TRY TO HURT ME AGAIN!" I yelled again.

"He's a understandable person. I'm sure he would be glad to know that you reformed!" He yelled out. I saw tears streaming down his face. "YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING! HE'LL TRY TO KILL ME I JUST KNOW IT. YOU THINK HE'S A HERO BUT HE'S NOT! JUST SHUT UP ABOUT HIM!" I yelled out.

I didn't notice what the phantom ruby's powers did. I just saw Gadget on the floor. I didn't realize what happened until I saw the red cubes. They glitched a bit but they had blood!? I ran over to his body.

I picked him up. "Oh no! I'm so sorry Gadget! I didn't mean to do that! I-I just please don't die on me!" I said as I ran to the nearest hospital. "Ira...it hurts..." he said I heard his voice sound a bit weak.

"DOCTERS!" I yelled out as I opened the hospital doors. "Oh my goodness what happened here?" A docter said as he saw me. "I don't know, I saw him lie on the floor with blood!" I said as tears streamed down my face. I didn't want to admit what really happened.

Soon enough, docters carried Gadget to the emergency room. I was with him, holding his hand. "Please be strong Gadget. Don't die on me, I'll miss you!" I said to him. "I'll try to...I love you..." was all I heard  as he was rushed into a room. "I love you too, my little wolf..." I said as I sat down and waited.

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The wound was pretty bad. His body couldn't handle it. I was with him during his final hours and then he passed away right in front of me. I did end up in jail but I turned myself in. A couple of years later I was set free.

I visited his grave a couple of times since the pain I felt was just too strong on me. Why didn't I let him kiss me or hug me? Why didn't I show the same affection? Cause now it's too late to show any of those things. I didn't love him enough.

He just said one thing to me before he died. That one thing is the reason I'm still alive.

"I might die Ira...just remember that I love you and just don't kill yourself or hurt yourself. Please promise me that...I love you, Infinite...and I forgive you..."

The end

[A/N: If you cried I'm sorry I didn't mean to make that happen. If you didn't well I don't what to say. This idea came to me while I was looking at ship art of these two. Some of them were sad and they almost made me cry . Im sorry for making this I'm getting really emotional at the moment]

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