Punk love (NIAM..ft. LARRY)

Chapter 8:found them

well, my life is shit

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Liams POV

I hate finals so damn much. I mean yeah, I have to take them but I don't see how they're different from other stuff, a test is a test. and I don't need to know this stuff to be who I want to be, so I see no point in taking them at all.

I groaned as I felt my phone vibrate agents my leg.

I answered impatiently

"what" I snapped

"whoa there! calm your pussy!" laughed the boy

"what do you want Luke" I asked

"will you give me a ride to school??" he asked

"what happened to your car Lucas?" I snickered, he's always doing something to his car.

"I CRASHED MY CAR INTO A BRIGE I WATCHED I LET IT BURN!!!" I pulled the phone away from my ear as I listed to his horrid singing.

"are you serious?"

"yep"

"....."

"........"

"Im on my way" I finally gave in

"YYYAAAAYYY love you lili!"

"oh god, goodbye luke" I hung up

Luke is one of my best friends, he truly is, but hes so annoying sometimes.

I got out of bed and walked over to my closet. I grabbed my SWS shirt and some black and red skinny jeans and my black jeans, I threw on my clothes and walked over to the bathroom.

I rinsed my face off, the cool water refreshing me, I dried off my face and opened my drawer taking out my box with my multiple earrings and things in it.

I grabbed a few random one's and put them in my ears, and stretches, then took some black rings and rut them in my snake bites. then I took out a rainbow bar with black bulbs on the end and put it in my eyebrow, and then a few others.

I put the box back in the drawer when my hand swiped over something, and then I saw the crimson liquid pouring out of my hand. I looked to see what it was and i realized it was something that I haven't used in a long time.

I almost forgot how good it felt,

how much I deserve it,

how much I want it.

+trigger warning+

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i took out the small medal object and moved it around in my hand for a minute.

one small cut couldn't hurt....

and besides i deserve it....

i dragged the small object across my wrist and looked down and my arm, that is covered in old scars that i have made.

the blood rushed down my arm, and i loved the feeling, like i was finally free

one more couldn't hurt...

i dragged the blade across my arm again..

and again..

and again.

and again.

and again.

when 1 turned into ten and ten turned into twenty and twenty turned into thirty, i decided to stop after i had both arms covered in cuts and blood were running down my arms. i sighed and wrapped them up, i threw on a sweater and got out to my car, i still need to pick up Luke.

as i was getting close i tugged on my sleeves a bit and ruffled my hair, pushing my fringe out of my face

i pulled up to lukes house and honked the horn. minutes later the blond haired boy came rushing out the door and was next to me. i smiled a bit and he reached over and hugged me. i cringed a bit when he touched my arms, but hugged him back never the less. he started babbling on about some boy that he met at the skate park called calum. but i ignored him and tried to focus on my driving,