College Guys and Big Lies (Bellarke AU)

Thirteen

Bellamy's POV

It's been about thirty minutes since Clarke went outside to get some air.
I was about to go look for her when I felt someone grab my arm. 

I spin around to see just the person I was thinking about.

"Hey." She smiles, god her smile makes me weak.

"Hi." I smile back.

Clarke looks around the room then leans in and whispers in my ear "Can we go somewhere quiet to talk?"

I nod my head, a little confused, and lead her up to my bedroom.
As soon as we get up there she closes the door and sits on my bed.

Myself, still confused sits next to her.

"What is it?" I ask.

Clarke's POV

After Octavia and I got inside I decided that I needed to tell Bellamy the truth. So I went and found him and asked him to go somewhere more quiet.

I get into Bellamy's room and sit in his bed. He sits next to me and asks

"What is it?"

I take a deep breath and start talking.

"I haven't been totally honest with you about something." I start.

Bellamy just looks at me with a confused look. So I continue.

"When we first met, you asked if I was in college." I say.

"Yeah..?" Bellamy says.

"Well, I lied. I lied about being in college and having a job." I say quietly. Afraid of how he might react.

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"I mean, that I'm still in high school." I cower ready for yelling.

But nothing happens. Bellamy is just sitting on the bed starring at the wall.

About fifteen minutes passed and still nothing.

"Bellamy, please say something." I plead.

After is I said that he stood up and walked over by his door.

"Why?" Is all he said.

"I'm sorry," I start but he interrupted me.

"SORRY? YOURE SORRY!" He yelled.

I shrunk back afraid again.

"I didn't mean to lie to you," I say quietly. "Do you hate me?"

After I said that Bellamy looked over at me and his eyes softened, he sighed and took a seat next to me.

"I-" he sighed again.  "I could never hate you, Clarke."

It was silent for a few minutes again.

"I'm mad that you lied to me, but I could never ever hate you." Bellamy finally spoke again.

"I wanted to tell you, I did, but I was scared." I reply.

"The thing is Clarke, I'm mad at you for lying, and I understand, sort of, why you did. But now I'm even more mad at myself bec-" he cut himself off.

"Why are you mad at yourself?" I ask very confused.

He seems like he isn't mad at me at all, because he's being very calm and looking at me when he talks.

Bellamy took a deep breath, again, and said,

"I'm mad at myself because I have feelings, Romaric feelings, for a minor."

And with that he got up and walked away. I tried to go after him but the party was too crazy and I lost him in the crowd.

He has romantic feeling for me?
Really?
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Helllloooooo I'm back! I'm sooooo sorry I didn't update!
I could make an excuse like I've been working or my phone was broke. Which both of those are true. And I did try to update from my laptop but it wasn't working so I couldn't put out new chapters. But I have a phone now and I will try to upload more! Promise!!

I know this is short but when I tried to upload in my laptop the whole chapter got erased so I had to rewrite the whole thing.

The chapters will get longer soon!

Hope you enjoy!!

xx Hailee🌹