Every time I close my eyes, it hurts.
Even after all those things you did for me, I never knew your worth.
So now I have to swallow up the pain I feel inside,
This heart of mine is beating only for you, that is what I cannot hide.
Every time I close my eyes, I could feel them sting.
They were filled with numerous tears. it's getting tiring.
But I always wake up to the realization that it was all my fault.
This is what I get for all the pain to you I've brought.
You know what hurts the most? I never even got to say hi.
But then I have to leave now so I guess this is good bye.
I wish you could hear all the prayers I continuesly said,
You're the only one in all of them even when I go to bed.
The way you made me feel love was extraordinarily beautiful,
You made me saw the brighter side of love, it's wonderful.
But now I know all I have now are our 'what could have been',
My thoughts are filled of all of them when I'm in some place scerene.
You made me cry countless of times before,
But then I could never get mad at you even once because you were the one I adore.
It breaks me to know that now I am the one you abhor,
I'm one of those girls who broke your heart.. that hurts me to the core.
Believe me, saying good bye was the last thing I'd ever wanted to do.
It's too late to regret now, I did this to us and now we're through.
I wished and prayed for you countless of times and I just hope you knew,
I will never ever get tired of loving you and you know it's true.
Sometimes love of other people just fail,
But I hope ours no matter how long it takes will prevail.
Our love is too precious to ever be just thrown away,
You know that I would never do this, if only you asked me to stay.
05/16/14
-Shayee
