The half sister of Park Chanyeol (EXO Sehun) #Wattys2018

Chapter 21

Scarlet's Point of View

I opened my eyes, I can see white walls, I can feel a cold hand in my hand. I turn my head and I saw the man that who betrayed me, I took my hands but his hands is locked with mine.

"Don't let go" I heard him said, I tried again but I don't have strength "hear me out"

"Sehun, are you going to continue hurting me and helping me die?" I asked he look at me and I look away "I'm weak, I can't fight any longer" Sehun wasn't saying anything.

"Leave me Sehun, don't come back" I said "let's break up? Or you want you will be the one asking me that?"

I can hear him sob "I can't leave you, it's my responsibility to take care of you"

"But you don't love me"

Sehun's Point of view

"But you don't love me" I can already feel that I betrayed her, I can tell that I hurt her so much "my heart already had a hole and you made it worst"

"Do you want it to make it more worst?" She asked, I never let go of her cold hands, I can feel her bones already, I can tell she is not healthy "since when did you hide this?" I don't have the power to answer her, she is not looking at me anymore, she is already weak before and I made it more worst "I'm close of giving up my life, Sehun"

The door open and Baekhyun came in, he run towards her, I let go of her hand and once Baekhyun hugged her she hugged back.

"Scarlet, I just talked to the doctor, the doctor said that it's your first heart attack" I feel like I got hit "the second won't be good, you have small chance to live, and if you will have a heart transplant you also have small chance to live" I look at Baekhyun hyung and he look at me "it's true, her life is not stable, the doctors can't tell it good happens to her"

We all stayed quite.

"Chanyeol, went to your dad and tell him the news" he started a conversation again.

"How did Chanyeol know?" She asked.

"We followed Sehun and he carried you, he even cried" he replied "if you think that Sehun took you here, nope it's not him Chanyeol didn't allow him to touch you"

"Ah" the only thing she said.

"I will live you first with Sehun, I will buy you breakfast" Baekhyun hyung stood up.

"Don't leave me" she held into his arm "stay, please, I don't want to eat"

"But you have to" Baekhyun hyung said.

"Just call for delivery-" I cut her off.

"I will buy you guys breakfast, I know you don't want me here, once I come back I will go out right away" I said and stood up, I was wishing that she will make me come back, but I didn't hear anything.

I went to my car and let out all of my tears pour down, it's my first time seeing a girl in that situation because of me, it's hard to believe.

Scarlet's Point of View

An hour after Sehun left Chanyeol came into the room with a bag in his hands, I bowed my head to him and he came towards me.

"I cook lunch for you" he came next to me, I only bowed my head "Baek?" Baekhyun looked up on him "can I talk to her?" He just nod and leave the room right away.

"Gwenchana?" I just nod to him.

"I want to ask you, why are you here? Not in the rude way" I said to him, he took my hand and held it really tight.

"I feel guilty right after I found out, and specially when I saw Sehun rushed to you, I feel so weak seeing someone in the floor, lifeless, blood on you. I might be a bad person to you but, I will try before it's too late" he said to me, I really don't know how to face him.

"I just realized that how immature I was acting towards you, I wasn't able to know you more, I was so happy hurting you because of my anger after appa cheated on eomma but, I realized that no matter what it won't change the fact that you are still my sibling, and I don't know how should I feel" I hear him sobbing "Scarlet-a, I'm really sorry, deep in my heart"

"Are you just going to say this because I'm dying? And I'm going to live soon" I said without thinking "don't worry, I'm not going to change my mind, I won't have a heart transplant"

"But you can't just leave, appa wants you to be happy, I know you still have dreams that you want to achieve, don't you want to complete your achievements?" He asked and I just shock my head "wae?"

"I don't know anymore"

"Why do you keep saying you don't know?" he held my hand more tighter than before.

I didn't want to respond to him anymore, because I don't want to stress myself from thinking.

"How about I will just feed you?" He took the bag that has food "I went back to the dorm just to cook for you, I really don't know what kind of food you like" he opened the box that has Chicken and seafoods spaghetti.

"I'm allergic to chicken and seafoods" I said to him.

"Come on, please don't reject it"

"I don't want to reject it but, I really can't eat them" I explained to him "sorry Chanyeol" the door opened and Sehun came in with a bag with food I think.

"I brought your favorite food, kimchi rice" Sehun said plainly "hyung why did you bring chicken and seafoods? She is not allowed to eat them" he said to Chanyeol.

"I didn't know, ok? I admit that really don't know anything about her but, I'm trying here" Chanyeol replied.

"Just please stop talking and kindly leave, I want to be alone and rest, don't want to think right now" I said to them, I don't want them to fight "I don't want to eat, just don't force me"

Chanyeol's Point of view

I went out of her room with Sehun, she sounds really weak, she is so skinny, pale, like she is really close to death.