~Jacks pov~
As Mark made me a bed on the couch, I got a hint of dread start to swirl in my stomach. "Thank you so much for letting me stay the night. I really appreciate it." I smiled wide, showing my teeth. He smiled warmly back at me. "It's nothing, man." He didn't realize that it was something. He could have possibly saved me from another beating. That'd be nice.
"Night!" He said from his room, then accompanied by a click noise. Probably his lamp. It was pitch black in his house at this point. If my eyes hadn't already gotten used to the dark, I wouldn't be able to see my hands shaking. Then, I fell. The voices-
You fucking fag
You stupid son of a bitch
You're so stupid for thinking he'd like you
Not you
Even if he was bi, or even gay, not you
Never YOU
"S-stop... Please" They only got louder.
SEAN! FAGGOT! BASTURD! BITCH! DUMBASS!
THATS ALL YOU!
SEAN THE STUPID, FAGGOT, LOSER, WHO NOBODY GIVES TWO SHITS ABOUT BECAUSE HE'S A FUCKING EMO BITCH!
It's distorted voice screamed.
If it was darker, I wouldn't be able to see my backpack open, or me clumsily stumble to the bathroom, close and lock the door. I wouldn't be able to see the light switch. My eyes a adjusted to the bathroom light as I looked around a bit. It was nice. All white.
If it was still pitch black, I wouldn't be able to see myself shudder in the slight reflection of the razor I brought. The look on my face when I made a cut along my arm. Just on my wrist, first. Then I ran out of room and went to my forearm. Then I switched arms. I'm not ambidextrous, so the cuts on my right arm made with my left hand were jagged and rough.
I watched as the blade fell to the floor, and little droplets of crimson liquid followed.
My vision started to fade as tears that I didn't know were there flowed.
It was all in slow motion as I grasped the edge of his bathtub.
I fell. Black. It was like nothing, yet everything was happening.
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Waste Of Space - Septiplier
FanfictionHe's been through too much for 17. Sean Mclaughlin is an introverted, shy, mistreated/abused, 17 year old with issues that he doesn't know how to deal with. His family isn't supportive, they're homophobic, and are often agressive to Sean. His dad i...
