dangerously in love. || jian (discontinued)

seven.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Is what Kian had been repeating in his head the whole morning. After he had explained himself yesterday, everyone was so shocked they decided to just think about everything on their own and Kian was nervous he had lost his closest friends; the only ones who knew everything there was to him.

Jc was of course attached to Kian like a magnet. He didn't want to have to leave him because of his high school friends. He didn't care nor would he ever show consideration for them which was obviously the biggest lie he has ever told himself because a week later he was forming friendships with all 3 of them which he despised the most. The only relationship that stood the same as it did was Kian and Jc's relationship and Jc gave his all in order for Kian to at least give him a peck on the cheek, but of course Kian was so nervous to even hold his hand. Everything was so confusing and they all didn't know how to react.

Kian's parents had eventually noticed something was wrong and they tried comforting Kian the best they could, but of course Kian shook them off and came back to reality. He decided to quit this whole innocent act. If he lost his friends he couldn't just sit there sucking on his bottom lip like a 6th grader. He had to make a change for the sake of his relationships.

First came Jc. Jc was very ignorant when it came to the word no so whenever Kian would deny his kisses, he wasn't very happy. To say that they were even in a romantic relationship was quite an understatement and was actually a misunderstanding. Nothing was going on between the two even though Jc yearned for Kian so badly he didn't even know how to cope with it. So when Kian told him he wanted to remain friends for at least a few more weeks, he lost it.

Second came Harrison. Harrison was one of Kian's closest closest friends so of course Harrison understood when Kian ranted to him without thinking about how long he was ranting. Harrison cared so much for Kian he couldn't stand even being "mad" at him or whatever he felt.

Third came Corey. Corey had a bit of a short temper, but it wasn't something serious to where he would lose Corey completely, just not keep in touch with which Kian obviously feared because Corey was his friend since preschool. Corey told Kian he needed time to think about everything because there were other things Corey completed wanted to avoid about how he felt. Pangs of jealousy and regret which he automatically hated.

Last came Bobby and Bobby was the most calm and caring of them all. He was sweet and he always helped Kian. Always. So when Kian asked Bobby to help him with his act, Bobby was hesitant at first. He thought nothing was wrong with Kian, but of course he would even if he wasn't the happiest with Kian.

It was an awfully long week for Kian. He was keeping everything from his parents. Everything. He could never reveal any of this because he knew the consequences and what would happen to him after. Hell, he probably would be homeless after if he was being realistic. He genuinely hoped his parents wouldn't find out soon because it had been stressing him out so much. Jc was also.

He knew it was his fault too, but it was also Jc's fault. If he never went to that bar, Jc wouldn't know who he was. Kian wouldn't know who he was. Jc wouldn't have been the horny hoe he was and everything would've been fine. He shouldn't blame Jc and he knew that of course, but he was upset and ashamed of himself for giving up his body for someone like Jc. Even if Jc could be gentle and sweet, he could be controlling and demanding. He really had hoped that night Jc hadn't been too rough on him. He hoped he went slow and didn't hurt him. He could only have hope everything would subside and go back to normal soon.

But of course, Kian was never lucky so that didn't happen anytime soon.

"We can't." Kian whispered as Jc leaned in once again, pushing him back a bit.

"Please.." Jc said, biting his earlobe gently.
"I need you, Ki. You did this to me. You made me this way. We'll be careful. I promise." Jc had whispered as he sucked on Kian's earlobe gently.

Everything happened here because Kian thought it would be smart to visit Jc and give him a birthday gift even if their relationship was on the awkward side. He walked into Jc's work office and as soon as he entered Jc's eyes widened because he hadn't seen the boy in 2 weeks so out of instinct he shoved him against the wall, making Kian's hands lose grip of the bag he was holding onto. Jc grabbed both of his wrists and put them above the brunette's head, holding them tightly together.

"JC! What are you doi-" Before Kian could do anything, he felt a pair of soft lips on his, shutting him up. Kian instantly pulled away longingly looking at Jc with surprised eyes.

"We can't." Kian whispered as Jc leaned in once again, pushing him back a bit once Jc lost grip on his wrists.

"Please.." Jc said, biting his earlobe gently.
"I need you, Ki. You did this to me. You made me this way. We'll be careful. I promise."

And that was when Kian couldn't help but to kiss the older once again.

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