dangerously in love. || jian (discontinued)

eight.

Wow i actually proofread
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"J-Jc!" Kian stuttered as he felt the older's hand travel up his shirt. Jc began moving his lips all over Kian's neck which made him gasp gripping at the nape of Jc's neck.

"S-Stop.." The younger protested as his small fists met Jc's built chest. The other grabbed his wrists, pinning them back up to the wall. Kian's heart was beating so loudly he thought he would faint any moment. His protests were nothing but lies and he knew he wanted this as much as Jc did, but he was only hurting himself in the end. He was still so young and that's something he'd have to cope with.

"Huh, why are you pushing me away, Kian? Did I do something? What is it?" The older's voice had a hint of concern in it as he looked into the brunette's eyes. When Kian saw the look in Jc's eyes, he knew his response would kill him, but it was for their sake. He couldn't be with him no matter how much pain they both would go through without being in each other's presence.

"Jc, I have to go. I have class." Jc scoffed at Kian as he heard his response. He new he was flat out lying in his face.

"Really? On a Saturday? I don't think so lovey."

Shit.

Now, he really didn't have a reason to leave except for the embarrassment he felt. He indeed believed it was a Monday, how was time making itself backwards?

"U-Uh, My cat has to be fed! Goodbye!" And with that, he ran out of the building, not caring about the other calling after him.

But as Kian was about to run across the road with an obvious truck coming for his way, two secure hands pulled him back. Unfamiliar hands that he could not recognize. He turned around, facing the stranger who had saved his life. He owed them everything.

"Oh my gosh, thank you so much!" Kian genuinely thanked the male in front of him who appeared to have a smile on his face after what Kian had thanked him.

"Always. Be careful out here. You never know what could happen." Even after those words, Kian still felt his arms on him which made him extremely tense.

"I owe you so much really, but I really have to get going! Thank you once again!" Kian looked up at the taller man, giving off a fake smile.

"Ahh, that's no good. Maybe you could give me your number so you can really pay me back?" He smiled, loosening his grip on Kian.

"U-Um, alright. I guess that can be arranged."

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Kian finally was home. He finally was free from all of this mess he had created. Of course he still would have to suffer with the huge amount of weight on his shoulders, but he felt free in a way.

His phone knocked him out of his thoughts. He had received a message from the man earlier, whom he thought was kind of cute, but he didn't want anything with him. It just felt as if the other was forcing himself onto Kian. Maybe he wasn't even interested in men. He might of just needed a friend.

some man who helped me: hello. about earlier, i apologize if i was a little bit pushy.

Kian: no you're alright! You didn't push me at all. Thank you!

some man who helped me: im shawn btw!

Kian: im kian. nice to meet you, shawn.

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Yeah, maybe he felt happy when messaging Shawn, but something never felt right about it. All he could think about was Jc and his lips. His eyes. His hair. His everything. He stuck in his mind like permanent glue. He couldn't stop himself from falling which scared him the most. He was so young yet he was almost so in love. What did he even feel?

Looking across his room, Kian saw his old camera. He hasn't used his camera for such a long time. Ever since he moved, he hasn't even glanced at it. He could get back into his love into photography instead of worrying about his love for Jc. Still, he felt that same tightness in his chest.

Jc wasn't going to leave his head anytime soon, was he?

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Hello ! This is so f-ing late omg. please bare with me. I just got a rabbit so she's likE just like her yano ??

but anyway !! love, simon is such an amazing and beautiful movie. if you can, please go see it!!!!!!!!! i cried :'(. I loved it so much.

Anyway, i hope this chapter wasn't too cringey and stupid ! Aye :')

Terrible writer sara is oUt !💖💫