(There will be smut towards the end my children)
I sat there in the coffee shop like usual. Thinking of all the people that hurt me, I always messed up, that's just me. I can never believe that I will ever find that one special person, I can't be loved. I can't see anyone falling for me, I can't see anyone who could heal my shattered heart. I don't wanna try, to end up shattering my heart more than it is, close to breaking. I've never known how it is to be actually loved, they only used me for my money. They didn't want me, they wanted everything BUT me. I didn't notice that I was crying till someone spoke to me.
"Are you alright miss?" A masculine voice said. I looked up to see a man sitting across from me with concern in his eyes. I only nodded, afraid that if I spoke I would break into a sobbing mess in front of him. He looked to be in his late twenties or so, He had lovely blue eyes, along with a bit of scruff on his chin, he had dark brunet hair. I wiped away the few tears that had managed to escape.
"Miss, if I may, what is making you cry?" He inquired looking at me, I only looked towards my drink. What was I supposed to do, just be rude and not talk to him, or just cry in front of him explaining only the first of many layers of my many problems, I don't know. I looked up at him after a minute of thinking.
"Are you sure you want to know, I have a lot of problems right now." I said in a monotone voice, trying my best to not let the emotions get through. He nodded still looking at me with concern.
"If it would help you get some weight off of your shoulders, I don't like to see women in such sadness." I smiled a bit as he said that, he smiled along with me.
"There's a smile!" He said, he still looked concerned.
"Would you like to tell me everything that's bothering you, I would like to help you get your mind off of everything." I thought, then nodded.
"I guess it would help, but perhaps not here, could we go on a walk?" I said, I shouldn't be doing this, not knowing him and all, but he made me feel some comfort, comfort that I haven't felt in a long time. He nodded and stood, I stood as well, he then led me to the door and we started walking side by side. I decided to speak first.
"Have you ever had your heartbroken by someone you thought loved you, but really didn't?" I said not looking at him, I only looked towards the ground. He sighed.
"Yeah, many times in fact. Is that why you're so upset, thinking of the ones that used you." He said with a hurt tone, I looked at him and nodded, he looked down.
" Yeah, it sure does give a kick to the heart if you ask me, that's why it's best to not show your emotions, or get into the relationship shit anymore." I smiled, I looked to see where we were, at the park, where I met the first one. The first one who used me the most, the good thing is that I never let them have me, I'm still innocent, I'm not surprised, no one wants me. They never showed love to me, so I don't know what it really feels like to be loved back. I then thought of something.
"I never got your name!" I said turning to him, he chuckled.
"My name is Tyler, and yours?" he asked looking back at me.
"(Y/n), and it's nice to meet you Tyler." I said offering my hand, he grabbed my hand but pulled me in for a hug.
" I think you need this more" I hugged back smiling, we then pulled apart, I of course was probably a crimson mess, he had a tint of pink on his cheeks.
"Shall we get back to the coffee shop?" He asked as he motioned the other way, I nodded.
" I think we should, I think our drinks are cold by now." I said laughing a bit, he laughed as well. We walked back and ordered new drinks, we then sat back down and talked for a while before I had to leave.
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