Chapter 1 :Goodbye self esteem

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It was the summer of 2k16 when I finally got into a relationship. Let's call the guy that I was in a relationship with Tom(that's not his real name). He was from my village and we started of as friends,but in a couple of days we started dating ,and it was awesome,even though it was a long distance relationship. We got the chance to meet face to face and it was a fantastic experience.I felt loved and my self esteem  was higher than Jake Paul's(and that's a lot ). It was all going well ,until.....school started.There was this boy(that for the sake of the story I'm gonna call him Jack)and he was my childhood crush. He had rejected me a couple of times in primary school, but I still had a few feelings for him. During primary school I was expressing my feelings a bit too much and when I liked someone he was MINE and no one else had the right to be near him. And that happened with Jack as well and he hated me for that ( I don't blame him). So let's go back at September of 2k16. The moment Jack learned that I had a relationship , he started hitting on me and I was flattered by that, because having the guy that I was in love with for like 5 years  hitting on me was a dream that came true......at least that's what I thought. Since my boyfriend wasn't around I was focusing on flirting with Jack and completely forgot about Tom. Then my feelings for Tom disappeared and I decided that it was time for me to break up with him . And I did it.And the next day I confessed my feelings to Jack.He completely ignored me and that broke my heart.Then I learned by his best friend that it was all a trick that he made in order to get revenge from me , because I ruined his social life in primary school. Since my relationship was over I didn't have anyone to make me feel good about myself and the fact that a boy played with me just to get revenge ,because I was expressing my feelings for him was awful.It completely made me lose any self esteem that I had.


I want to apologize to Tom for breaking up with him just because Jack was hitting on me.

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