dear journal,
Today was a good day. I got Brandon real good today. Of course his girlfriend was real pissed about everything. I would be to if i found out my man was recieving head from some other chick . Ha Ha and what good head it was ! But i do wish that bitch come up to me tomorrow, i'll cut a bitch ! Because she shouldn't be blaming me for her mans wants. i mean this is how i see it. If a girl doesn't give her man what he wants then he going come running to someone who will. And that is me ! :) I enjoy what i do . Giving boys there sensation. Their pleasure. And i get the pleasure also, the enjoyment. Ha ha being me is GREAT ! But these broads don't think so. And i don't give a shit because their men show nuff do ! November 1, 2010 sighning off !
dear journal,
Well the bitch Trish came up to my face and i had t shut her down. I got suspended but i don't give a fuck ! it' s Trish who look like the dumb broad. I mean I'm still going to FUCK her man,Brandon and his bestfriend Jordan tonight. We going to have a PARTY ! Ha ha ! I'm going to make them boys life worth wild. But of course im going to use a comdom. My mother allways told me a sneaky slut uses a comdom and never gets caught. Well I'M ABOUT TO BE THE MOST SNEAKIEST SLUT THERE IS ! MOMS GOT ANOTHER NIGGA OVER SO THAT MEANS I GOT TO BOUNCE . BUT IT'S WATEVER I GOTTAH MEET THE BOYS ! TIME FOR ME TO GET SOME DICK AND MY PUSSY IS ALL READY WETTED UP . LETS GO ! NOVEMBER 3,2010 . BYE BYE
DEAR JOURNAL,
I LIKE IT WHEN WE GET A NEW NIGGA AT SCHOOL. JUST MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING TO ME. I LIKE TO CALL IT FRESH DICK ! AND I BET DONTRELL GOT A BIG DICK. HE SEXY AS HELL. I CAN'T WAIT TO PRESUADE HIS ASS TO BE WELCOME TO MY COOKIES. FIRST I'LL ACT ALL INNOCENT. AND IF ANYONE WANT TO CALL ME OUT THEN I'LL JUST ACT EVEN MORE INNOCENT SO THAT HE WILL BELIEVE ME AND THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST TELLING LIESS. GET HIM WRAPPED AROUND MY FINGERS . OR SHOULD I SAY GET HIM WRAPPED AROUND MY BODY. HELL YEAH ! AND IF ANYONE OF THEM BITCHES WANT TO GET IN MY WAY I WILL SHUT THEM STANK PUSSYS DOWN! BECAUSE MINE IS BETTER THAN THE REST! HE WOULDNT RESIST ME AND MY CAT AND MY BEUTY ! MAMA ALWAYS SAID TO GET WHAT YOU WANT YOU MUST STICK YOUR CHEST OUT AND WIDEN YOUR LEGS ! BOW ! MAMA'S ALWAYS RIGHT ! NOVEMBER 7 , 2010 PEACE OUT !
DEAR JOURNAL,
SO DONTRELL WANTS TO ACT HARD TO GET . THE NIGGA DON'T KNOW A GOOD PUSSY EVEN WHEN IT HITS HIM IN THE FACE! BUT I DONT GIVE A SHIT! FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS I HAD DICK WALKING IN AND OUT MY ROOM, . ALL WAS SATIFIED. I LICKED THEM BOYS UP AND DOWN. SUCKED HARD AND EVEN HARDER! BUT NOT ALL OF THEM WAS GOOD. SOME OF THEM DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY WERE DOING. SO I HAD TO KICK THEM OUT ! I GOTA CLEAN MY SHEETS CAUSE THESE BOYS DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THERE SKIT! BUT I CANT SEEM TO GET DONTRELL OFF MY MIND! LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT NIGGA. UGH ! MOMS WANT ME TO HELP HER PLEASURE ONE OF HER MEN TONIGHT. I HATE WHEN I GOTA HELP HER. GROWN MEN IS NOT MY STLYE. BUT WATEVER KEEPS MAMA HAPPY IM GOOD ! NOVEMBER,2010. TALK TO YOU LATER
DEAR JOURNAL,
THE BASTARD(FATHER) IS BACK! HE SO CALL HIS SELF TRYING TO TAKE ME AWAY FROM MY MOTHER! SAY THAT SHE A BAD EXAMPLE FOR ME AND I COULD LIVE A BETTER LIFE! I SAID FUCK HIM! HE CALLED ME A SLUT AND I'M JUST LIKE MY MOTHER. I DONT CONSIDER MY SELF A SLUT, I'M A MAN SATIFACTION. I MAKE THEM SATIFIED. BETTER A SLUT! INSTEAD I JUST GO OUT MORE, GET SOME DICK AND GIVE HEAD. CAN'T BELIEVE MY FATHER WON'T EXCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM . I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THIS IS WHO I AM! I AM MY MOTHERS DAUGHTER! I GOT COMPANY COMING OVER AND I WANT TO GET READY! NOVEMBER 23 . BYE !
DEAR JOURNAL,
HE KNOWS ! DONTRELL KNOWS ABOUT EVERYTHING! AND WHEN HE TOLD ME HE DID, IT SEEM LIKE HE CARED. LIKE HE BELIEVES I CAN DO BETTER. AND HE KNOWS . HE DIDNT JUDGE ME LIKE MY FATHER. HE DIDNT PRETEND LIKE HE CARED LIKE THE OTHER DUDES BECAUSE HE REALLY DID. MY MOM SAYS A GIRL LIKE US NEVER FALLS INLOVE! WELL I NEVER KNEW HOW LOVE FELT. AND I DONT IF THIS IS IT. FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS I SPEND ALOT OF TIME WITH DONTRELL. I LEARNED ALOT ABOUT HIM. WITH OTHER DUDES I JUST KNOW HOW BIG THERE DICK IS OR NOT. BUT WITH DONTRELL I KNOW HIM. THE REAL HIM. AND I PLAN ON GETTING TO KNOW HIM MORE ABOUT HIM. I DONT KNOW IF THIS THE REAL THING. I JUST FEEL DIFFERENT! I GOTA GO ME AND DONTRELL GOT A STUDY SECTION. I KNOW ! I CANT BELIEVE I'M STUDYING EITHER ! MAYBE ITS TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE. CHANGE IS FOR THE BETTER !
P.S, DONTRELL IS CELEBIT, WE MIGHT HAVE TO CHANGE THAT !
NOVEMBER 30,2010 ILL TLK TO YU LATER
DEAR JOURNAL,
ME AND DONTRELL DIDNT WORK OUT. :) AT LEAST THATS WHAT MY MOM THOUGHT. SHE SAID I WAS GETTING TO CLOSE TO HIM AND HE WAS ONLY SUPPOSE TO BE A HIT IT AND QUIT IT! SO SHE MOVED US TO NEW YORK. WERE WE HAVE NO FAMILY JUST ME AND HER. SHE SAID WE NEED A BRAND NEW START. WHICH MEANS SHE WAS GETTING TIRED OF THE SAME OLD DICK AND WANTED SOME NEW ONE. I WOULD SAY I AM GOING TO MISS DONTRELL. I DID CARE FOR HIM. I WASNT A MAN SATFICATION . I WAS BRIANNA. THE ONE HE SAID WAS BEUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. HE SAID I WAS WORTH MORE. I LOVED HIM. MY MOM ALWAYS SAID A SLUT DOESNT FALL INLOVE. BUT THIS SLUT DID ! DECEMBER 19 2010 . TALK TO YOU NEXT YEARBri