{Discontinued}suicide note (maskyxsuicidalreader)

the dream

   Tim turns me around o face a small male in a link costume with blood coming from his pitch back eyes and red pupils. i stare at him for ten seconds and slowly stop crying. "hey im BEN, BEN Drowned." he says slowly extending his hand i look at Masky to see him nod i slowly extend my hand to shake his. when our hands touch i pull back but grab is hand and he gently shakes it. "i-i'm (y-y/n-n)" i say nervously. "yeah i know. so do you like video games?" BEN asked. "i-i guess?" i answered latching back onto Maskys coat and burying my head in his chest. "AWW HOW CUTE!!!!!!!"  a girl in a dress like the one Alice wore from Alice in wonderland. I then start to slowly drift off to sleep in Maskys' arms. He stands up and starts to walk towards his room.

~Masky pov~

I walk (y/n) upstairs to my room feeling her breath on my neck, sending shivers down my spine. (a/n) (i just ate my last chocolate chip cookie ;-;)  I push open mine and hoodies door not wanting to wake her up and walk over to my bed and lay her down pulling the covers up to her neck, then turn around and walk towards the door. i turn out the light and start to shut the door when she starts crying. i slam open the door and run to the bedside. i brush away some hair and when i come into contact with her skin she stops crying.

i hear someone run up the stairs and into the room. "hey bro you okay? oh i mean is (y/n) okay?" i hear hoodie say. "yeah bro im fine, (y/n) i don't know about her. its weird she was quiet till i left the room, then she was crying, but when i touched her she stopped." i said. " well either shes not asleep or she really likes you." he said. "oh okay." i say feeling my cheeks heat up.

~(y/n) pov~ 

The heat enters through the window in my room. It's summer and the sun slowly begins to disappear behind the horizon. The warm air touches my legs, I'm relaxing in my bed and listen to the music that I hear through the big headphones. I stare dreamily out of the open window, look into the distance and suddenly get a shock. What time is it? 6:49 p.m. While I look to my phone I feel a bit anger at me. I totally forgot that I wanted to meet me with my friends...Still deep in thoughts, I stop the music, put on my shoes and take my bag, with already packed things. Suddenly I'm starting to remember something is missing. my knife for protection.

I'm very satisfied about the fact that my parents are gone for 2 days, so I'm alone for the weekend. I grab my bike and ride in the direction of a shop, which is located nearby and in the distance I can already see my friends who are waiting in the parking lot. It's 7:21 p.m, 16 minutes ago I should have been there...''Oh, there you are.'', says Andys   brother. Andy, my best friend since elementary school. With his brother Justin I get along well, and Zoey is there too. She is 28 years old and thus the oldest of us. We were once close friends, now only good acquaintances. ''We thought that you are not coming.'', says Zoey and Andy jokes: ''As a pastime we had probably plundered the shop!'' 

"what yoll went in without me!" i say. "maybe."  Andy says. "are we ready to go?" i ask. "yep" everyone said. ''Then we can go now, huh?'', asks Zoey. We all nod. Justin turns the music from his phone on, lets the small device slide into the pocket of his sweatpants and rides his bike, the rest and I follow him. We have all been looking forward to this evening, because today we want to visit an abandoned hospital and stay there for a night. Allegedly, the building is cursed because the souls of the former patients find no rest. A typical ghost story, but it's interesting anyway. Breathing heavily, I step on the pedals and the wind frizz my hair. After a short time we arrive in a wooded area and it's getting dark.

We scale down from our bikes because it's difficult to drive when soft soil and roots are under our feet. We slowly walk through the forest and pushing our bikes next to us while Justin's hip hop music blaring through his pants pocket and breaks the silence that surrounds us. My heart beats stronger, some trees really look a bit scary. My gaze is on the branches, tree trunks and slopes into the depths where water flows. My eyes widen and I open my mouth in shock when I turned around and saw a figure. Andy is next to me, looking around and stare in the same direction as I, but he can't see anything. ''What's the matter?'', he ask. Zoey and Justin stop the walk and a mild wind makes the leaves and bushes rustle.