Hey. I named this book furtive because i am furtive. I am kind of an introvert myself. I have friends that can be counted by hand. I have more or less 5 friends and acquaintances.
I study in a science high school. This isn't actually part of my plan. I was just offered by my friend and i took the risk.
I vowed to myself that i will graduate in this school not minding the number of friends that i have. I vowed that "Maybe for the next six years of my life, I woudn't mind having friends. As long as i will put my studies first."
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Growing up, i always surround myself with a lot of books. I read a lot. I also express myself better at writing than at reading. Secretly, i wanted to be a celebrity. But how will i be one if I'm shy?
I used to sing before. I also can play the guitar and the ukulele.
I love music. When no one might be there for me, music will. I drown my emotions by listening to music.
I also have this habit of crying every night before i sleep. Every night. Sometimes because of personal reasons but usually I cry when I'm wishing for something that may or may not happen.
When I started school before when I'm nine years old, I am bullied. For the past 5 years, I am bullied by that one person, that shadow that is still following me today. Last year, my notebooks were lost. This year, that bastard cut the strap of my bag straight. I have second thoughts of transferring to another school though but I haven't considered it yet.
