Im crumbling.

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Whenever something bad happens to me, I feel like I'm slowly fading. I just go though everything atoms, sound waves, everything.

I told one of my friends about the condition im in. She just played it off like it was nothing, so I'm I really okay in the state im in is okay?

I can't tell anymore if I'm lying to myself, or she just doesn't care. I think both, but that's just me.

It seems like when ever I reach out to someone, it seems like they don't care.  Or they do and become to scared to say:  "It's going to okay. " But instead they just say "You will power though this! " But will I really though?

I just want to know someones there for me, it might just be a depressing day. But I'm tired of being lonely, I would love if someone cared about me.

Have a better day than mine please?

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