I wont give up on you

Hospital

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I strained my eyes open to see three white walls ahead of me. Where am I? I can see a few people in the distance but they're really blury, who are they?

Ten minutes later I can fully open my eyes but I feel really wierd. I can see fully now and I can see my mum, Sophia, a doctor and a man with blonde hair, his back is to me so I don't know who he is. They all start heading to the door but the man takes a seat.

"Lea your awake omg sweetheart are you ok!?" My mum squealed

"Yes mum I'm fine but where am I?"I replied in a croaky voice.

My throat is dry and it hurts to speak. my body is weak and it hurts to move.

"Your in a hospital, Sophia found you unconscious on the bathroom floor!"

My face dropped, I could feel it going pale. I knew exactly where I was and exactly what had happened, and I wasn't proud. Why didnt I just turn my phone off or deactivate my twitter! What was I thinking. There are people out there killing themselves everyday and I attempt it because of some pathetic hate on the Internet!

I see the blonde man stand up then nod at a doctor then begin turning around.

It's Niall!

No way..

I try and compose myself but it doesn't really help when your hooked up to all these wires and feel like you've just come out of a 30 year sleep.

He walks in and says "hi"

Me and Sophia just stated at him in shock, why was he here?

Just before I could ask him be said:

" I know what your thinking 'why am I here' but as soon as I saw your tweet I knew exactly what you were going to do and I just couldn't let it happen to a beautiful girl like you" he said in a sweet tone.

"But how did you find me?" I asked.

He took a small glance at my mum but then said "that doesn't matter for now, I have my people but what we need to focus on now is getting you better ok?"

There's something I don't know here.

"Okay" I answer weakly.

Sophia is sat in the corner of the room silently bearly noticing us. Wonder what's up? My mum and Niall seem to notice aswell so they stand up slowly an head back out to the waiting room.

"Soph?"

She turns her head and I can see the tears building up

"Soph come here please?"

She slowly steps towards my bed and sits in the big green comfy-looking chair and sighs.

"What's wrong soph?"

"It's just I hated seeing you like that, how you were just lying there almost lifeless. I thought you were dead lea. Dead. I didn't know what to do. we've known eachother since we were four lea so why did you do that instead of coming to talk to me!!" she shakily said, tears streaming down her face. "I thought I was going to loose you"

"Sshh it's alright, you'll never loose me, I've realised what I did now was a bit out of hand but it was all getting too much for me and I didn't know what to do"

"So why didn't you come and talk to me?" she asked.

"I don't know, when your in a state like that you just feel so alone and you don't know what to do with yourself, you feel like no one cares and nothing matters anymore, even yourself. I'm so sorry and I promise next time I feel down I will come talk to you, I love you soph." I cried and put my hand gently on hers because I was too weak to hug her.

"I love you too"

And we sat there for another ten minutes crying next to eachother, next to eachother like we always have been.